nic n only nic

2006-06-14T23:04:00.000-07:00

THIS BLOG IS CLOSED!

ask me 4 my new blog addie online

hehehe bb!

2006-06-14T12:06:00.000-07:00

heyyy yall. my 3rd post for today. im a bored girl eh?? heh its 310am n i should be in bed by now but nah.. tired but not tired. u get what i mean?? yup yuppps.

ive been thinking abt some stuff n maybe tts e reason y i cant sleep. lotsa stuff.. stuff i cannt say. so ill just sit all my myself with my darling labbie n blog.

remember a spammer in my blog? let me make it clear.

-e idiot who names him/herself benong is a total idiot. know y? cos ben will never put his name up anywhere on my blog alright? he has no balls to n e reason y he doesnt wana is cos he doesnt wanna make our relationship known. he didnt even tell his close friends abt us n he didnt allow me to tell li jie abt it cos he doesnt want ppl to know. wth? then get gf for wat? pffts!

-falala's mum is someone i know[e person told me who he/she was] n who isnt against me

-falala is definitely a girl. n i only know of 1 girl[slut] who uses this : ) with a space inbetween. tell me if im wrong but im quite positive. plus! y wld a guy name himself 'falala'? gay.. oh n falala, i dont need a boob job aight? go get urs an enlargement or smth. make it as big as ur fat nose so everyone will notice. sh*thead! hahahah!
[falala, if ur a guy, ur fcukin gay! eewww no wonder uve got nthing to do but spam]

-its my blog so i can put up anything i like. screw u! n if im ugly, id be having ugly comments by now. so shut ur filthy trap n go for a facial will ya? pimple face! hahaha

-unlike u, im still a virgin. i dont go fcuking arnd like you do. u think i dont know? hahaha i have my sources b***h! u practically sell urself away like some deaperate mama lookin for love heh! ive got all e love i need from my faithful, loving, appreciative friends. beat tt!

e whole spam thingy is sooo funny hahhaha i cant wait for falala to reply so i can see what se has to say.

after sayin all these, it mightnot be e real falala but at least i got things outta my chest.

benong called me a bitch. yea yea but not on my blog. he called me a botch somewhere else. ppl!! im holdin an 'auction' here! [whatever. i dont know what word to use] alrighty, should i get back together with ben n give him one more chance? reply on my tag board alright?

falala, go screw urself n mind ur own bussie!

bb!! i love yall! -mwwaaahhhhhhh!!!

2006-06-14T08:16:00.000-07:00

another
shocked by dumbness! haha
this too
those arnt my fingers ppl! hahaa i hate me in this pic

posing as ------------------------
jo n i being dumbasses hahah

2006-06-14T07:49:00.000-07:00

ooohhhh!! spam!! i love spam :D

BRING IT ON!

today was good :)
watched x men with jo[anna]
thenmet sam n leb at night n went to watch norman play..

details bla bla soon.

i wanna go read my tags n spams hahah

2006-06-13T19:12:00.000-07:00

yeapp.. x-men with jo @ cine today ahaha i cant wait! cyclops is so darn cute!! but he died heh. dammit! jean grey doesnt deserve him! hahahaha kiddin' yea. jo thought wolverine was kindda cute -_- ahah he's marcho n all lah ahahha i heard x-men's good n a lil scary? i'll see hahaha

ive got nthing to do till 1. no ne's online n im bored! y do u ppl wake up so late? hahaha ppl like mos, chanel n jo :S sam's online! hehehehe i love my brudder! sam grew taller again hahah n he doesnt have his flabs anymore. BB did him good eh? hahahahaha nahhh, bb doesnt do anyone good. it just makes guys good n trained. sry sam hahahaha

sam's playing his game now so i shant disturb him hahah

i guess i might watch norman play tonight. i love how norman plays e piano. soooo good! he can just come up with smth nice inpromptu [dunno how to spell] n everyone will start grooving. yea, he's tt good :D

i hope my mum doesnt call thou cos if she finds out im out after 8 im dead. who wants to go to e gig with me? if no one wants to go then ill meet sam n e rest. oh yea! norman is sam's piano teacher!! haha my brudder's gonna be a grest pianist when he grows up :D heheeeeee

i love e song from the inside out. e melody n e words. I really thank God for such songs :)
my heart n my soul,
i give you control.
to love u from e inside out.

the cry of my heart is to give u praise from e inside out

the art of losing myself

i gotta go buy cough mix alr. ive been coughing soooo bad my throat hurts n my sore throat's getting worse. there might be some in e fridge but im too lazy to move arnd. guess ill go check later.

i needa get more saline for my wound $o.7o. i bought dettol cream from guardian @ taka yesterday

ill blog again tonight. bb!

2006-06-13T09:59:00.000-07:00

its just me n my labbie :D i loved todaay :)

went out with jo n sam to catch she's da man! i love tt show!! :) haha combi of humour soccer, hot guys n emo :D had lunch at KFC n sam had to leave after the movie. then jo n i went to town to look for her bag n 3/4 pants. tt girl is loaded i tell u! hahaha ezra caame all e way down from paradiz to meet us n went went for more shopping!!! heeheeeee ahahaha had nez-zealand naturals ice cream n ezra bought me a stud!! its this star-liked purple jem stud. awwwww how sweet? haha he misses GMC so much! ill ask him to come back one day.

went to wisma, taka, far east........ walked till my feet hurt like mad. we went home after jo got her pants.

see this, when i was on e bus home, i recieved 2 messages from ben saying tt he's sorry n all those shit abt wanting me back n he sounded sincere bla bla bla n when i replied him when i reached home [phone no money] he got all fcuked up again. n i asked myself, 'is this a kindda guy i wana waste my time with?' cummon, im a girl ok! i do have feelings. i'd go back to him if he was tt bit nicer but nah.....

fish wants me to say he's a nice guy :D hahahahaaa

n yea.. i duno abt him. lets just see how things go,

i love all my friends!! thank u allfor ur support! -mwahhhh!
u guys r e bestt!

i love, jojo, sam, ezra, vic, jo, chanel, nadine, wj, fish, josco, rin, ting, ting, khai, ziem, shaun :)

gg out with jo tmr. gonna catch omen. if not then x men hahha i guess this hols r t tt bad after all :D gotta catch up with jo haha we've got sooo much to caatch up on :)

im still upset. but wayyyyy happier! :D

2006-06-12T03:50:00.000-07:00

just got back from church n queenswwaay with jojo. i went shopping for studs n i got 3. N I SPENT $25 ON EM!! wth? hhaha but they're really nice :)

jo bought FBTs n she wants to get more tmr. guess im meeting e bunch @ town after tuition tmr. then headin to queensway with jo agaiin to shop summore :D maybe ill get smth else also. e bunch MIGHT follow n they might wanna jamm after tt. i love jamming :D

ok, honestly, i do feel a lil empty after e break up. quite upset over it as well.. BUT i shall settle for NO LESS for God will show me e right one. i need emo support now ppl. tag me saying tt u care or smth cos i dunno who really cares n who doesnt. cos some ppl sound/look like they care but they fukin gossip!! i hate ppl like you! [someone else] seriously, i duno what im gonna say to him anymore. he's a total let down n i didnt think he was like tt. its just a fcukin ***** ******** n ur all mad over it?? fcuk off!

u say im indecent n foul eh?? then what e bloddy hell r u? infront of me u act so 'un-foul' n when ur with bjorn n e rest u go foul all out?? n just leave me walking on my own?? [i nv told u this b4 n now i am] saying u want a break up cos u dont like what i do? how childish can u get, fcuker?? if my church mates can accept e nicole tt i am y cant u?

now i understand what it means by 'i treasure my friends more than bf' cos they're worth caring for n they r ppl who loves me n who i love.

i think a guy, who wants his gf to change to his liking is a fcukin' asshole!! i dont feel guilty saying tt cos its true. im saying this again, ill never change cos u want me to! n if u dont accept me for who i am then sorry n just leave! n if u dont waant me doing stuff tt i love n u dont, pls fcuk off!

call me a bitch or whatsoever ok. only my close friends will understand me. n to those who r really conserned, u know what to do.

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2006-06-11T22:02:00.000-07:00

im meeting jo then gg to church to stuay. mos might be coming down as well. we're gg to eat @ SHIH LIN n then im goona buy chocolates :D heeeee!!

the house's is sooo quiet. im not used to it hahahha im watching sesame street now n i swear i NEVER watched one full episode my entire life haha nt even when i was young. i used to watch barney n scobby doo hahah i deprive childhood

& fatherly love.

i still think abt it alot n when i see ppl with happening dads i fele so happy for em. ahhh, i still have my God :) i love u daddy God!! <3

jo's blowing her hair now n she's taking a cab over n she'll reach arnd 145. its 1 now hahah i thank God fo jo man! thank god for a cousin who's so understanding n who will always listen to whatever problems i have n she never let me down[unlike someone. im not being a bitch here ok. u guys dont know whats happening so dont assume] i know sometimes i do let her down but she doesnt mind right? haha i love u jo!! -mwahhhhh!!

i love my friends :)

*if u cant accept who i am then u dont have to. i want a guy who acepts me for who i am n who's nt so childish like u! let me tell u smth,

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u know what? i really loved u but u blew it.

ppl, we're over. dont ask me y.

2006-06-11T07:39:00.000-07:00

ahhhh!! finally!! <3
im in 'love' with my *****

its not a person so dont go bitching abt me being a flirt. its not abt somebody else n its all abt me!!!

went to town with chanel today. catched up n stuff and talked abt alloottttaa stuff. i miss tt girl so much! she had to work so iwent home. bought xxl n meesua! :D:D good stuff!

mum n sis left today. they're gonna have so much fun @ hk n i have to stay here n do nthing but STUDY! argghhhh!! so unfair! :(

now i can safely say.

IM FREE!!!
free from everything esp ......

im feelin' good ppl!! wheee!!

2006-06-10T03:46:00.000-07:00

heyyy :)
just got back from viva@outram. not bad!! hahahah
kindda fun. i really loves e haunted house stuff haha
zul scared e shit outta me n i was crying in e room haaha seriously. e indian guys were shieldingme from e ghosts haahhathose guys rock!! :D i really thought my class did a good job :)

im gona get smth i REALLY REALLY LIKE tmr!! hahah yay!!!!!!!!

i cant wait!!!

bb!!

2006-06-08T07:27:00.000-07:00

one thint ill NEVER do, is to change cos u want me to.

y should i?

if u dont like me this way then i dont give a shit

2006-06-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

new skin again. i love e blue bit but i think i might change it soon.

today was ok i guess. supposed to study in church but i went for jy meeting. da paoed mee sua n xxl :D good stuff!!! meeting was quite fun. we crapped n all but we got stuff done. i forgot what the name of the event is but its gona be fun :D sad thing its nt for YFs. think ill go down for a while thou.

bored..... i thought e hols would be fun but nah.. it can be actually.. just cos my mum wants me to study everyday in chruch n i cant go out tts y i cant have my own time. my sis n mum r gg to HK on sunday but i cant have fun also cos she made a 'timetable' for me. i hate timetables!!! dammit.

margratte became maggot hhahah!! im watching phua chu kang on channel 5

i gotta go to sch for carnival preparation tmr morning. i dont think my class bought their stuff yet hahah oh wells, hope they'll do fine. rin just messaged me asking if i wanna meet them tmr. maybe i will :) havent seen them in a longggg time.

dalif came over to my place today to try out e songs for e carnival with my brother. they're gonna do -cry by mandy moore [ i have nooo idea y] n some of their originals i guess. i dont think outrammians appreciates rock music. awww how sad?? tts what ronin said also. serious!!

my blog's becoming boring!!!! really reallyyy boring.

im gona watch singapore idol now. ciao!!

love

2006-06-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

really nice pic eh?? i love Marang Road. tts where i live heheheh i thought i'd just take a random pic but i didnt know it's turn out so nice. especially e rays tt goes off at e side yea?

ive got some pics from banarama but they r pics of me n i dont think yall wana see my face hahahaha i love e pics i take. i really do :) i love my phone's camera too. its really lousy but it takes gorgeous pics sometimes :) dont think i wana change my phone :P

went for leader's smth just now. i forgot whats it called. did worship n merv gave a talk. now i believe visions do come true. i always thought tt dreams come true [happened to me ALOT!] its kinda scary sometimes. like, ur doing ur own stuff n then smth happenes which u dreamt of b4. sometimes its goos sometimes bad n u dunno if its gonna happen n tts e scary part as well. now i want good dreams n visions :)

i got me another ring. a rose ring n its really cute. its steel, i think n e rose protrudes from e ring itself n i wear it on my pinky. i need more accessories. well, at least i want more hahah shopping anyone?? i see ppl raising their hands for shopping! woohoo! hahaa kiddin'

im randomly choosing songs to listen to now n im playing -Jesus take the wheel by carrie underwood. it a really nice song. kindda country but nice at e same time. hey, country ongs r good ok ppl! hahaha

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel

nice eh?? :)

2006-06-06T20:38:00.000-07:00

sorry 4 nt blogging for some time. no mood n tired. heh

everyone's having hella time over e hols n im stuck at home

doing nothing but studying!! i needa go out for a while.

either to sentosa or to jamm with e most wonderful ppl

on earth!! i miss yall sooooo much!!

naming: sam, mos, ivan, jo, merri, sher, tish, caleb, ryan.

to jo: i know u havent asked me out together with yall

yet but i dont think i can go out on friday. gotta

prepare for my school's carn. try to come alright?

its on e 10th n tix r at $10.

im supposed to go to church to study today but

im gona hhave tuition later at 4 n no one's gona

be in church plus im broke so........ ill see. mos cant come

own cos he';s having his friends over at his place

n sam's too lazy. jo prob wont wanan come down n vic,

im nt sure. i guess ill just study at home. there's '

no food thou. im starved! think ill go to

shih lin later :D hehehee

xxl chicken! :P

ooh ee ooh ahah chengcheng walawala bang bang :D

my post yesterday got deleted n i was pissseeddd.

no la, just fustrated. there's smth wrong with

blogger.

BF's been busy as well. no time for me :( guess ill

keep myself occupied with frizbee, bass, food, studying

n sentosa then. i miss bf sooo much. his circuit wasnt

working last night n its e most impt part of his artefact.

God, pls make his artefact work.

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bananarama was fun thou :)

........

i wana rel-live e days i had b4.

so much fun n with e ppl i love so much.

mos said as well, e december hols e e best time of our lives! :)

God, pls let june - november past quickly.

n pls let me put on my braces soon? i really hate my teeth now.

Amen.

2006-06-05T04:09:00.000-07:00

just got bnack from bananarama at BRPS. e kids were quite noisy n theres this kid that just wouldnt listen n is soooo rude! haha simon couldnt handle him n he got quite pissed.

supposed to go to sch today but i woke up damn late :X yea at abt 11? n i was supposed to have english oral at 11 so yea.. IM SCREWED.

i bought me a ring :D a plain cheap one thou n baby wants one too hahah so cute! :D i didnt dare to get him one cos i dont wanna get e wrong size. i hope i can meet him soon :)

im damn tired from 3 nights of little sleep!
damn damn tired! but i miss o2o6 n bananarama
hahaha i might be gg again tmr but ive got oral n tuition
:( so sad :( ill try to make it thou ahahah

OH!!!
inwent to a pasamalam on sunday!! n i bought
new earrings, a pouch n stationaries :D :D
theres this really cute pen n mervin n
e rest thought it was cute too haha
n for e first time in 6 ths i went for frizbee!!!
woohoo!!
haha on sunday. kindda fun :D
everyone got a lil hot at e end of e game thou.
bit its just a game :D
no point getting angry right??

take it
from someone who knows very well haha

after frizbee, matt dropped mos n i at
clementi to take a bus home n i cut my big toe
in matt's car. theres this sharp thingy at e bottom n
i cut it there.

but nvm lahh. then mos n i took 166 back.
i got off at hbf n he went allll e way to novena haha
he slept through thou so its nt tt bad.

im damn tired!!

this is a boring entry so yea..
ill blog again tmr :)

2006-06-03T06:29:00.000-07:00

i hope yall like e new lay out. tag me about it alright :D

cheers yall!

2006-06-03T01:31:00.000-07:00

o2o6 was kindda fun :D
i was in church since 3 n all e way till 7am hahah
i loved e water games yall!!
yall did a great job :P

after water games, char came over to my place to bathe
n mos went to joel's place. n then returned to church for supper
n then more games :D but more less action games i guess haha
i swear we were damn tired!
some of us lasted till morn n some fell asleep.
eg, fat merv haha tt pig!
ohh! raphael was snoring damn loudly! ahah till
mos gave up trying to sleep n came to sit with us again haha
damn funy.

e whole time we were just talkin, playing n stoning n
i found it quite fun haha
im deprived man!
i love those ppl so much :D

mos, mel, joel, jun, merv, char.. <3

i woke up at 3pm n i dunno what to do now haha
damn bored n mozzies r attacking again.

i miss my baby! so so so much! nel, helly, vanny too!

i think i might play frizbee with e ppl tmr if there is. if not its cball
or nthing at all.

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AHHHHH SAID N DONE :D
happy me :)
well.. nt tt happy

2006-06-01T21:15:00.000-07:00

meow!!! i like this pic
MOS

got this from oliv. how sweet?? haha e young n innocent us :) i look like a coconut head thou hahah
who is that girl i see?
jojo n i @ e terminal
seeker service. <3 e disco ball

@ hbf toilet after 'studying'

new pics!!
more pics coming tonight :D

im really upset with someone. i wont say who but she's a real turn off. just looking at her makes me sick n i duno what she's been doing lately. sad case

o2o6 tonight. n i dunno if ky's gona come. might be meeting baby later for a while but he hasent replied me so im nt sure abt anything yet.

im supposed to study in church today but ky wants me to go skate with him. i cant skate for nuts!! haha ill fall like a zillion times b4 i can actually ride half a meter without falling hahahah ive tried ok? :P

oh yea, i had to sleep in e living room cos i didnt wanna squeeze in e bed with my sister. so i slept on my couch n it was soooo uncomfortable but i slept in e end hahah then mum woke me up @ 8 n brought me to sleep in e room :S
i dont know what to do today except study.

was talking to ivan leong on e phone for quite long last night while waiting for ky n baby's call n hahaha we were high!! laughing our asses off n gossiping haha i know its a sin. ok lets put it as we were talking abt stuff n nt gossiping. ivan made a blog but he cant remember what add it is haah blurr!!! n he's supposed to go for some sermon at city harvest i think. its some dance competition. we talked abt church. ppl n stuff and realized tt we're not close anymore. we're arranging jamming soon! haha sam, ivan, jo, caleb, luke, merri!!! & me :D

eating honey stars now n its 12.35pm. its gona be a long longgg day

i miss my baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he's feeling much better alr yay! hahaha

2006-06-01T08:57:00.000-07:00

today was boring shyt.

studied @ macs with lester n edwin came in e evening n treated us to dinner. lester nearly got into deep shyt n thanks to edwin everything's fine now. i hope...
had dinner @ pastamania n edwin got us paste each plua one 10inch pizza to share. how nice? ahaa baby wanted some but hes sick si its a big nono! hahaha i promised a movie n dinner with him when hes better.

went to church to collect forms for 0206 after dinner. ky might be coming for e event but he has some skate tour g on so he might nt come. saw e guys busy preparing for e event. i bet its gona be fun fun fun!!!

baby n ky r gona call later n sam is leaving for camp tmr :[ my poor didi will be bombed with loads of tuitions when he comes back from camp. ill mss him!

*someone just broke a glass cup in my kitchen

im waiting for my calls now.
baby's busy playing maple n ky is gg to 7-11
so im left here doing nthing heh

talking to LC now.

ciao!

2006-05-31T20:04:00.000-07:00

pics for VAUNT! @ MOS

there r some ppl who r nt in this pic.
me, elvi, mumtue n helly :)
helly!!!! -MWAH! i look bad!! hhaha

more coming soon

2006-05-31T07:28:00.000-07:00

i was watching this chinese drama serial n there was this car accident scene n it reminded me of e 3 times i nearly died in a car accident.

first one was after wed trng in e car gg home. me my mum n sis were in e car when this driver traveling at greatttt speed whammed us n e car was smashed damn badly BUT NO ONE GOT HURT. see tts e thing, how can no one get hurt after a major accident right in e middle of queensway junction??? seriously, i thank god man. thank god for chanel who rushed all e way down from her place when i called n told her abt e incident.

second n third time waas when i was crossing e road n i nearly got run down. 2nd one was after trng again but it was at tp. i was holding isaac n crossing e road n my slippers came out in e middle on e busy traffic. so, i went back to get it but i didnt see e car coming n when i stood up e car was a few meters away only n it was coming fast.

3rd, just last sunday while crossing e road to take e bus to church. i didnt know what i was doing so i just crossed e road withoout watching for cars. its like, my blank mind made me cross e road. i dunno how u explain this but i was in a daze while crossing e road a car was horning damn loudly n when i lifted my head it just drove pass me from e back n i havent reached a pavemet yet.

thank god for his grace!!

went for a movie with ky n hari earlier just now. went to catch da vinci code. i guess its e thing abt if christianity really exists or nt tt got me thinking. y does every good thing has to have a bad thing behind em? like, christianity has always been one of e most impt beliefs in my life but y r there ppl trying to prove christianity wrong n y arent there evidence tt proves tt jesus really exists??

ok, take my 3 accidents for example. it cant be luck tt saved me from all these accidents right? if it was luck then i'd be e luckiest person on earth now. i believe tt god didnt want me to die n it isnt my time to go up there to see him face to face yet. n even so, why does he want me to carry on living? my life's been a load of bullshit n i dont see mself getting anywhere or helping ppl in anyway. n why wld he want me to live when im such a fcukin sinner???

god, im thinking too much now seriously. i better stop.

talking to ky now.

2006-05-30T10:35:00.000-07:00

just came back from MOS
im damn sad cos i couldnt stay longer :(
supposed to either get drinks or dance with ky n friends but i had to leave.
damn!!

e begining was boring.. tts what i think lah.
but it was better after tt. :D
here r e good things tt happened :)

-got good seats cos uncle david asked us to join him :)
-ky n his friends came. VIPs hahah
-ky brought me into e vip room where we're allowed to smoke n drink.
-e big scary bouncer let me in :) hahah he's bias ;)
-i asked if chanel could come with me n jeremy allowed
-jeremy n ky brought us to get tags for VIP hahah
[official VIP! n jeremy said we're safe anywhere in mos cos we have a tag
-went into e vip room again n nel talked to nic chen
-talked to ky jeremy n his other friend[i fotgot his name]
-helly was there!!! i miss tt woman! hahah
-i passed my tag to helly cos she wanted one n i had to leave

bad styff :(
-baby couldnt go cos hes very sick! i went to get his tix from him after sch n he wasss sooo weak i tell u! my poor darling! :(
-I HAD TO LEAVE EARLY!! cos my mum wants to fetch me home
-my feet hurt like hell
-couldnt get a drink
-e dance floor was PACKED! n someone groped my ass. tt malay fcuker's an arsehole!!
ky was right, i shouldnt have worn a skirt hahaha
-i was bored n tired at e first half of a party.

ahhwells..
vanny's model won 4th!! woohooo! hhahahaa clapclap

sher, dont get upset ok??
i still love u :)

im having my dinner now at 2am ahaha
just 3 chicken wings from Macs n cold water :S
n i have math remedial n CIP tmr!!!
argghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont think i will be able to wake up man
i might call ky down for a while to chill cos baby cant make it n ky would proably be free heh i wont be gg arnd selling flags e whole time so yea..
im bored!! i wana go back there again man. they're prob having hella time over there.

oh!!! one more thing.
this FRIEND'
SO CALLED
TOLD ME TT SHE'S NEVER GONA GO FOR AN UNDERaged party n said she was gg to DXO with someone else.
BUT she turned up at mos n when i asked her ' i thought ur gg to DXO?' she said :no lah cos chanel wanted to come here' BULLSHIT!! u know what nel said after jm?? this 'i said im gg DXO with u meh?'
ha!!!! u liar!!!

im nv gona share anythign with u ever!! thank god i was smart enough not to let her come with me. in know what will happen if i let her. she'll go to sch boasting tt she got into e VIP room n got a tag n blah blah blah heh! she thinks she's big?? u see her sitting down there like a loner e whole time man!! go fcuk urself pls! dont tell me anything ever again! dont even call/msg me!

earlier today..
school ended at 4 n i was damn! tired! i didnt know baby was sick so i messages him n all. till he replied then i know he was sick. i had to help him sell his tickets so i went allllll e way to bishan n collected e tix from him n i had to go allll e way back to hbf to pick munyue.
i swear i was damn tired! heh
then munyue came over n she helped me choose clothes n stuff.. then uncle david picked us up n he dropped me at clark quay where i met jo n nat then met jjoshua to pass him his tix. i saw quite alotta ppl there

shihai,desmond,yingying,malik,fooloong,sly,helly,celchen,nicchen, baojun,beverly,unclesimon,joshua,vevian's brother joel,vic,lyn.......
didnt see sher thou. i guess she was busy with her model

goodnight ppl!!! blog again tmr

2006-05-29T06:15:00.000-07:00

bought a pair of shoes from VNC n a bag from
bags n accessories @ real cheap :D
hahah e shoes costs $27 i think n e bag $20 hahah

im gona get a top for $10 tmr @ hbf again

i really love my new heels!!!!! i hope i dont
get blisters thou. im wearing em to VAUNT tomorrow.
with my new bag :D hahah
sher stace n darlia r crashing my place after tt.
i think ill go in with my baby but i have to pass josh his
tickets then pay vany :S

went to potong pasir to meet bf for a while then he
ad to go back to sch for dnt but he left sch once
he reached cos he's almost done with his
project. ate at shih lin n then he sent me home.
we sat arnd a staircase n he kept tickeling me hhaha
crazy bf! :P
then i went to bathe realy quick while he waited
outside my house for me then we left.
he had to go home n i went to MOS

@ MOS,
met vany n sher n chilled for a while
.
some of e models r hot!!
hah one model is gona model with her dog haah
e dog is cuteee!!! i like! hahah
ben's gona buy me a dog when he starts wroking hhaha

then cheryl[aaron] came in.
talked to her blah blah blah
met sonya n glenn
n they'r hot! :)

MOS doesnt look like a club in a day ahah
it looked like a car park.
e inside's kinda nice thou :) but its smaller then Zouk so yea.
Ky is gg in as a VIP!!!
tt lucky bitch! hahah
i wana go to
VIP too!!! :D
he's supposed to buy me a drink tmr hahaha
i hope i can drink thou.
hope my mum doesnt find out :)

im real tired.
ive got DNT n math remedials tmr :S
till abt 3 n then ill go home n get ready then
meet bf then go to MOS. i thinkill be staying
till late hahah

cant wait!!
see ya there :)

2006-05-28T06:50:00.000-07:00

my darling baby laogong benongboonwei is back!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah im sooooo happy! hehehehe i wont be able to sleep tonight cos im gona talk to my laogong all night :D who gives a shit abt chinese Os right? hahah yay :)

baby got me chocolates!! yayyy! hahah thank u darling! -mwah!
ill still love u no matter how fat u grow darling! hahah n i dont think ull grow any fatter ahaha
ur on ur way home now n ur gona message me soon. i'll be waiting! :)

<3

2006-05-28T03:38:00.000-07:00

[x] You know someone that cares about you.
[x] You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/husband/wife.
[x]You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You get good grades.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[x] There is a swimming pool in yourbackyard/downstairs
[x] You live in a house.
T O T A L: 8

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music youwant to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.
T O T A L: 8

[x] You have over 100 friends on friendster.
[x] You have pictures on friendster.
[x] You get allowance.
[x] You collect something normal.
[x] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[x] You look forward to go to school.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school.
[x] You shower daily.
T O T A L: 9

[x]You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You're healthy.
[x] You've never had a cavity.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[x] You aren't self-consious at all.
[x] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
[x] You have so many inside jokes with friends.
[x] You know your parents care and love you.
T O T A L: 5

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about sooo many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have many enemies.
[x] You are happy you're living.
T O T A L: 6

GRAND TOTAL : 72
Now count up the number and multiplyby 2.

My life is 72% perfect!
damn, i wanna have a 100% perfect life!!!

2006-05-27T03:15:00.000-07:00

i saw this very vey very very very very very nice NICE!!!! green toop today n i reallyyyyyyy wana get it! i wana wear it to vaunt! but its 39 bucks! :( i really love it!!! someone getr ot for me?? hahah im hoping so man aaga

i miss BF!!!

2006-05-26T12:13:00.000-07:00

my 2nd post n its 315 am haah
ok read this

from 1 of e hi-5 guys:
babe if I ever saw an angel, it was in your eyes,As I gaze upon your beauty, I think to myself, never have I seen an angel fly so low.You're 99% Angel - the remaining 1%[wtfhahah] is what keeps you from growing wings and having a halo,Only God's creations can compare to the beauty that I see in you...The greatest gift to my eyesight is having my eyes set on you[sick!],I'm sitting here thinking about your beauty, but no words come to mind.[cos u dont know me asshole!] Then I realize that no words could ever come close to the beauty I see in you babe in a short Light can be defined without sun. Sweetness can be defined without honey. Fragrance can be defined without a rose, but beauty cannot be defined without you , you are more than a beauty.[well of course im not beauty. im nicole!] my name is benjamin , i,m from lagos nigeria i will like to meet[no fcukin way] u i mean to chat u this my yahoo messanger
-the end-

HAHAHAH
its from some guy in hi-5
these idiots have soooo much time to waste eh???
n he's old! omg

another one:
hello babay i take a look at your profile and am intresting in it and i want us to have a live conversation through chatting or milling[u got it wrong dude, ita MAILING!] each other you can add me up as (iwontshowhisemaiL)i will be looking forword to know you better thanks!
-the end-

eewww hahahah
irritating assholes! hahha
theres tis other guy, he wrote a whole lonngggg
message to me all abt him n his work life n
i dont wana know anything abt 26 year old idiots who
waste their time trying to sweet talk girls into getting to know them
haahah
serious nut cases eh??

DH is still on hhaha

ciao

2006-05-26T11:05:00.000-07:00

its 210am n im watching desperate housewives now. its e
5 hour special thingy tt lasts all e way till 5am haha
nice or what??

i was talking to munyue n she went offline when i went to
get my biore pack for my nose cos i needa get rid
of all e blackheads. needa get rid of my pimples too heh i
swear ive been having major breakouts
recently n i cant stand e sight of pimples!
sickening lil' bumps tt grow on my face r disgusting!
i think its cos of my fringe. its proven tt girls who have their fringes have loads more of pimples growing than those girls who have their fringes pinned/tied up.

moral of e story, pin up my hair! at home :P
n buy new face cream n toner.

went for parent teacher conference thingy
just now. i did damn badly but my mum didnt flare
up or anything. thank god hahah she just kept talking to wen zhi guang n koh york piao aahah n then mr sim also. mr sim had his usual smile smile face hahaha damn funny.

jana's talking to me now n he's very very upset with his results.
he did well but he failed his english which made him
dropped from first few to last few. tt poor guy! i wish i could
make him feel better but i duno wat to say heh
at least he's not taking the O LEVELS!!!
i hate O levels!!
damn o levels took all my time away! dammit.
if only o levels were human, i'd kill em by now.
i bet alotta ppl wld Q up to kill o levels.
may e o levels burn in hell!! hahah

its e sleepy mood im aving now so dont mind me
typing rubbish yea

i miss my BF!!! i think he's sleeping by now. he had
to leave at 4am yesterday morning n then a 13 hour ride to genting.
poor BF :(

come home soon alright??
im bored here!!
come back quick so i can pick ur clothes for VAUNT!!
hahaha n go shopping for my new clothes n shoes :D
okokok??
&&&
lets tke neos!!
hahahah
bf is too tall for e machine n when he stands
up his head gets cut off hahaha
sooo tall for what??? :p

bf:
ive got alotta stuff 2 tell u abt!
so come back quick so i can tell u everyting
abt it okokok??
i wrote some stuff o our blog so o read ok?
i put up a video for u too :) hope u'll like
it :) love u <3

its 230!
n gabrielle's consulting this pastor abt sending
this nun off to somewhere else cos e 'holy' nun
is 'seducing' carlos. hahah dumb aint it??
no offence whatsoever but this pastor in
DH is damn gulible hahah
dumbass!

ok, im gona blog shit now cos.........
basically im bored.
& im bored
BORED!
boringgggggg

my sister says i should join singapore idol
hhaahha ok, i love singing. n i sing for service[sometimes]
but im not up to standard for 'idol' shit so yea..
she made me feel good thou :P hhahah
ah wells, i might take up vocal lessons when i have e time.

i signed up for friendster's blogging rubbish n e video uploadin
thingy. i dont know how to use e video thingy n im
not gona blog in my friendster blog. maybe ill just put up
dates for stuff n parties.

3 days to VAUNT! n i havent got my tickets yet. i think ill
get it from vany when i meet her for vaunt. she got
her model his outfit already n sher as well. i duno who to support!
argghhh hahaha ill just go n watch then. hope they both win :)
oh yea, n whoever wants tickets for YOUTH GONE WILD!
get em from me at $10 only.
u wouldnt wanna miss youth gone wild @ whitley sec.

its 245!
n i have nthing else to blog abt.

see ya ppl!

good night BF!!
i cant wait for u to come back home.
love u <3

2006-05-24T06:34:00.000-07:00

took neos again :D
tis time with BF n i swear he's e cutest!!
ahah it was his forst tike taking neos n he didnt know t he's supposed to play arnd hahah e pics turned out kinda ctue :) i love them! hahaah i love bf <3
Bf's gg off on friday :( n he
wants to meet me tomorrow after school. i wanna n hope
i can!! it'll be e last time im seeing him for 3 days :(
3 DAYS!!

we had a lil smth gg on last night n i slept at 2 cos
we ad to clear things out. my eyes were swollen the next day. thank
God for keeping me cool. it'd be nasty otherwise.

to ky n chap!!
thanks for everything bro!!!
ky wanted to driive all e way down to meet me but
he was toooo lazy to find his dad's keys hahah
i know u meant well ky :)

i really really wanna meet him tmr!!
pls God let it happen??!!
im gona miss him sooo badly

school was fun fun fun :) im damn lazy now so i wont blog abt it
today. but it was fun :)
ok maybe a lil bit yea?
e mamas n i r doing this video for outram talent n we had to stay back safter sch to tape half of e whole thing. im supposed to be the mafia's 'girl' n to 'seduce' the bad guys so tt my guys can kill em hahha damn funny!! we took lil vids for our introduction n it was awesome! haha cool stuff i tell u! ill put em on youtube once its done :)

i micc nel!! come online soon!

2006-05-23T08:48:00.000-07:00

WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?!!

2006-05-23T03:27:00.000-07:00

school was BORING today.
e only sub we had to do was chinese n i ended
up listenign to tonghua a zillion times over n over again.
tts 1 of 2 chinese songs tt i like btw haahahah

n im listening tonghua on my labbie now ahahah

i just realizd i dont have anything to wear to vaunt!
i needa go shopping ppl!!
maybe ill shop @ bugis village or far east.
if not then it'll be in town or smth.
im following shirin to buy this dress tt she really
likes n its really pretty!
its $30+++
pretty cheap for a nice dress eh??
i think i might go shopping for my stuff as well :)

oh yeaa, n i need shoes!!!!

im boreddd!!!!
very very bored!

nel's out catching a movie now.
da vinci code
n she might meet up with e bytch later.

n someone told me smth funny! hahahahh
oh man!

BF took only 5 mins to eat his whole meal! hahaah
so fasttt :S
i dont know what joy guys find in playing computer
games. is it tt fun?aahha

& i found out smth real sad as well.
i hope they'll settle everything soon

boreddd

2006-05-22T06:05:00.000-07:00

im gona do smth to my phone..
its all scratched n ugly now so im
gpona paste my neos all over the back to
make it look 'prettier' ahhaah or what ever u call it.
i really hate my cover now n i really wana
get a new one but it costs $50+++++
damn! ahahha
ill prob stick more pics on so i guess i wont wana
change it anymore..
'sentimental value' hahaha
whatever man

i hate that bytch!!!
fcuking bytch!
u owe me fcukin' $140 n ur nt gona give it to me?
so now u dont care if i starve lah??!
keeping e money for urself so u can have hella time over
@ hong kong eh??
selfish bytch u r!
u always say ur gona give me this
n that but u dont in the end!!
so whats e point of saying 'i promise!'
when u dont fcuking mean it al all??
bytch!

now now nicole, happy thoughts!!

went shopping with rin n cher @ town today.
took neos n i love them! hahaha too bad i
cant put em up in here cos i dont have a scanner
danggg heh
i bought a ciggie box[i dont smoke] n im gona store all my
neos n lil stuff in it.
it says 'chicks rule!' hahha
then in e pic this 'chick' punches e guys head off
hahahah kinda cute

walk walk walk then i saw lyn on my was outta heeren..
she was with her girls
n im talking to her on msn now.
she changed sooo much since e last time i saw her!!
which is what?? 3-4 years ago?
yea around there..

went home after that n balh blah blahh
endured mum's nagging n
THANK GOD!!!
she went off to my gramps.
if not ill scold back n it wouldnt
be pleasant.

shaun's gg for sec 3 camp tmr.
tt lucky idiot!
i miss my sec 3 camp soooo much!
we were sleeping in chicken huts hahaha
really cute.
n the guys kept running arnd in e middle of e night
i wana go back! hahahaha

ok, im really trying to cheer myself up but
BF isnt replying me AGAIN. is it cos i bombarded
him with miss calls cos i wanted to ask him smth
REALLY IMPORTANT
or smth else??
i hope he replies soon.
he's prob playing MS with his bro :(

ciao

2006-05-21T07:55:00.000-07:00

red bull doesnt keep me awake anymore.
i guess im too used to drinking red bull b4 i sleep.
mum bought this weird kinda red bull.
when i drink it i feel smth in my throat
n it isnt a nice feeling.
trust me, it feels like
ants in ur throat. sick eh???
e mango i had was tooo ripe n it wasnt tt good either :S

im craving for chocolates again!!
i need chocs to make my day..
ben would make my day better thou hahaah
i miss him alr :(

he fell asleep! hahaha damn!
n i cant talk to him anymore :(
he said he would stay awake :(

nah, he's dead beat from training so
ill leave him alone haaha

good night BF!!!

today was fun :) it really was.
i havnnt had so much fun in a while
n i thank God for today!

was with rin n ting in e eariler part of e day
bitching, shopping n cam whoring away @ her place

didnt go to church today thou.
had to meet e girls at 1030am
@ tiong so yea...

meee :)
cam whoring hahaha
:)
hahaha :P
rin n i

pictures!!!

training with ben @ night :)
big benong went4 trng too n
omg he's exactly like my benong!!!
they're both sooo shyyy! hahaha
which makes them cute ehh??

big benong is sooo tall! taller then my benong
n they both eat sooo much n quick hahah

they're brothers after all hahah

i didnt train cos of my arm so i just sat there n watched

after trng i went for dinner with big benong[BF's bro]
my benong and bjorn@ e kopitam
n they were sooo quiet -_-

bjorn's food didnt arive till e ong-ies finishes their noodles
hahah poor bjorn!!

bjorn left after dinner then i was walking with BF n
big benong was walking on his own.
i wanted to go over n talk to him but
didnt in e end n i duno why hahaha

BF couldnt send me cos he had to leave with big benong :(
so he elft me at e interchange

ah wells,
i hope i can see him tmr :)

nights!

2006-05-20T08:38:00.000-07:00

i love this pic!!! :D

kenchan,xj,josh,me,tisha

fat merv :P
my bestest didi ever!!
tishieee!

seeker service was goood :)
vertical rush's kindda good too :)

i saw marcus[vertical rush] @ wake me up music last saturday but i didnt
get to talk to him today. dang! heh
david n merv played for starfish :)
david's good!!
*clap clap!!

bf couldnt make ot for seeker service :(
if i ever find out tt its mymum who told him
not to come i swear ill get pissed!
n u dont wana know what happens when im pissed.

i met my primary school friend today!!
craytal n she's esther's friend! hahaha
omg n she's in RJC!!
seriously, i nv thought a student from
blangah rise pri sch can ever get into such school
hahahah

gg over to rin's tmr to do e banner for school's carnival.
my class is making smoothies! n e guys will be setting up a stall for
X-BOX competition or smth like tt so come to 5/2's stall aight!!

10th june @ outram secondary.

tickets selling @ $10.

im tired haha ill go sleep soon

nights!

2006-05-19T07:08:00.000-07:00

il left the house with only one sock today!!
hahaha n my bro had to sacrifice his cos ill get screwed if they see me
n he's wearing long pants so they cant tell if he's
wearing socks or not haha

so i went to sch with one outram sock and one green sock
pretty weird eh??
my friends were laughing at me e whole day n
i swear ill check how many socks i have b4 gg into e car
next time hahaa

sim saw it but he didnt do anything :D eh??

n boys!!! surprise attack soon!

BEWAREEE!!

hmmmmm
stayed back in sch with vic n mark today.
mark's my bitch!!! :D
krishnan n i were suanning him like crazy @ e pool
today.
we were calling mark a SB n he just kept
laughing.
the disciplin n CCA comm had to take
their photos by e pool.

talked to mr wee, miss you n mr wong.

miss you n mr wong r e nicest!!
they set up the e-cafe for us so tt we can jamm!!
woohoo!!
mr wong even bought new speakers for
us to use!! how nice right?!?!!
i love them!!
they're e best! :)
ill bring my bass to sch soon n my bro will bring
his elec. hehehe

played arnd with the guys at e bball court today.
got bitten by mozzies!!! 31 total! arghhh
sufian, aziz n i were pretending
to litter to piss vic off cos she hates
it when we litter.
damn funny hahaha

mr azri sent sebbie n i to theresa ville
for my tuition n sebbie went home.

audrey, ferrie, lester, xue er n yan ting were playing badminton n squash
@ theresa ville today also. ferrie told me some stuff n i agreed! haha
totally agree man

talked with sebbie till abt 6? then went in for tuition

met mark for tuition n we didnt complete our zuo4 wen2
hahaha we kept talking n there was this kid,
instead of gg fot another tuition[a lie]
he sneaked out to his friend's place n his mum got so
worried tt she kept calling liaong lao shi asking
abt his whereabts n when he finally reached home
liang lao shi told the mum to give him a spanking haha
poor kid!

then i saw ms chan coming back from sch n then leaving for somewhere
a while later. she was all dressed up!! :P

im bringing ben for whats next?!! tmr :)
cant wait for e event!!!!
i havent heard of vertical rush's music but i heard
they're good haha
i hope ben doesnt feel left out or smth tmr.

i told my mum tt ill be bringing him n she didnt say anything
yay! hahaha

i love benong! :)

2006-05-18T06:43:00.000-07:00

DON'T CLICK HERE!

2006-05-18T05:04:00.000-07:00

just got back from church with vic.
we had a real god heart to heart talk n
i realized we have alotttt in common.
like our likes/dislikes and what we think towards certain stuff n sorts?
i love tt girl!!
she's been my neighbour since ever!

i miss BF :(
i think he's having dinner now cos he's nt replying me.
hope his dad doesnt kill him for his results :(
<3

today was fun...!
sch was superrr slack n we didnt have to do anything at all
haaha n rin n i were doing smth real funny :D
i wont say what cos it might be a huge shock to some of u
n its rather -------- in a way but it was fun haha
n all we did today was writing in out black book n cutting papers
i bought from e book shop.
rin's gona scan the thing in n shes gonna gimmie a copy.
ill show it to yall when i get it.

went to eat at KFC n shopped at
the majestic's popular bookstore with rin n cher after sch.
i bought some stuff to make for BF n im pretty good @ it :D
n i hope he likes it :)
wanted to get markers but got
tt instead cos i thought it was more worth it hahah
i love markers!! im gona get it soon :P

2006-05-17T01:49:00.000-07:00

the sailor song

superstar

tarzan n jane

bestfriend :)

2006-05-16T21:21:00.000-07:00

nelly n me again

nelly n me at sports day

awww :)

i love this one :) vany's missing thou

my bitches. i miss them sooo much. n now its just vany n me left :(

this entry is dedicated to nelly, vany and helly i miss yall bitches so so much!

2006-05-16T01:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 2nd MONTH BF!!!!!
<3

I hope u like e letter i wrote u :)

BF picked me up from home today then we went to hbf for mee sua n
to get Vic's prezzie :D

i forgot to tell mum tt im gg out with him
so we got into trouble.
more like i got into trouble ahhaha but i
said sorry so she's cool with it already.

THANK GOD!

BF was making me guess all his pin codes
but i gave uo so he had to tell me haha :P
i always win :D
i love my BF :)

its vic's bday tmr!! yay!
she might nt wanna celebrate so
she might go out or somehing.
i got her her prezzie alr n i know she'll love it :)
its a lil small thou
oh wells.. smth is better than nothing eh?

i love vic too!! <3

READ THIS!!!!!

omg! haahah
my sister found a pack of new, un-used CONDOMS outside
my house n she showed it to me hahaha
i was shocked i tell u! hahaa i thought my sister bought them.
then when she told me she found it i laughed my ass off hahaha
my sis even knew they were condoms n she's only pri 5!!
hahaha claire came down just to see how it looks
like then went back up

it probably belongs to one of the indian workers working
down e road but why would want to waste a pack of
unused condoms?!?! hahahaha
dumb morons!
hahahaahha i should be careful when i walk down e
road at night man hahaha

why do they need condoms anyway??
there r no girls for them to fuck. maybe they
fuck cheap whores!!! hahahaha i duno man.. sick
or maybe they fuck guys arseholes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
or maybe their boss pays them for a job!!
HAHAHAHAHHA
sick! i dont wanna picture that i tell u.
those morons walk around with just a towel
covering their TOOOOTS n they
hold each other's hands like they're together..
there r alotta guys like tt arnd my place so if u wanna
see just come to marang road hahaha

haha kk i learnt all these from e guys in sch
n im not corrupted or anything ok? haha

haha i swear its e first time i ever seen/touched one n
my goodness its slimy! sick! n its pink!!!
eeeewwwwww!!!! hahahaha
n it had the strawberry smell.
why strawberry?? gross!

cant stop laughing!! hahaha

it was damn funny hahaha we threw it away alr so dont worry :D

i miss my BF!!
n once again,

HAPPY 2 MONTHS DARLING! :)
<3

2006-05-15T03:15:00.000-07:00

i have a twin! :D bet yall didnt know eh? hahaha
i love my sister :P

went to get shaun's electric guitar at swee lee today.
its a black Ibanes i think.
its not tt bad :D his budget
was 380 and he got e whole set for 350! hahahaah
guit, cables, bag, straps n new strings.

school was real slack today.
i failed my DnT n sim wasnt too happy.

saw Rizam @ harbour front POSB[i think] after sch today
he accompanied e office attendant to deposit e
school fees or smth.

Ronin came t school to perform.
shaun, me, rin, nat talked to them after e show..
n just realized that BITCH lied to me again.
u fugly inhuman thing! trying to get attention again eh??
u know what? u succedded!! really u did!
now e whole school's talking abt u HA!
not in a good way of course!!
now now, tts to bruise ur oh soooo big ego.
im not mean or anything..
i just realized tt ive been TOO nice to u all
these while n i need to stop being nice!
n in case u didnt know.. u aint all that BIG or anything.
well, u think u r eh?? hangin arnd with tt other ugly thing
makes u feel pretty n hot?? my goodness.. ur really
shallow! SHALLOW!!!

dont think some of u will know who im talking abt..
the closer ones do :)

shaun's using my bass amp for his elec guit..
i hope it doesnt spoil heh
ill go play with it later or smth

i miss benong!!!
its our 2 months tmr! hahha
love u BF!!

2006-05-14T05:36:00.000-07:00

WHATS NEXT??

seeker service @ GRACE METHODIST CHURCH

Wanna groove to some real cool/good/awesome rock bands??
famous Local Band VERTICAL RUSH n STARFISH and our Home Band r gonna jamm together n have hella time fellowshipping n praisin' e Lord all under one roof!

Place: Grace Methodist church @ Telok Blangah Road.
Time/Date:1730 - 2100
1730 - 1830 --> pre-event [chill out n food]
1830 - 2100 --> events kick starts with famous BandVERTICAL RUSH

Tickets are for FREE! so order ure tickets from me QUICK! by thursday as e event is this saturday.

IF U NEED TICKETS U CAN CONTACT NICOLE
@ 81653193/98661961
@ PURE_NIC@HOTMAIL.COM [MSN]
@ FRIENDSTER [NICOLE]

see ya'll there!!!

& & &

THE CONCERT OF THE HOLIDAYS - TICKETS SELLING FAST!

Think 4000 people in the audience, ready to rock themselves out,
think mayhem madness moshpit!
Think Killer sound system loud enough to shake the skies
NO SCHOOL, NO TEACHERS, NO RULES!

~~~MOTOROLA PROUDLY PRESENTS...~~~~
YOUTH GONE WILD! 2006 - The Rock Concert of the June Holidays! -

Featuring
RONIN, WEST GRAND BOULEVARD (Featuring Daphne Khoo), 3DASH1 School Of Rock Winners),
TYPEWRITER, PEEPSHOW, VELVET ROSE (Greenview Secondary), HYPERTERIA (Whitley Secondary),
LUCID VAPOUR (VJC)

DATE: 23rd JUNE 2006 (Last Friday of the June Holidays)
VENUE: WHITLEY SECONDARY - located right next to Braddell MRT (Open to public of
all ages)
TIME: 5-11PM
TICKETS: S$10 Each
More information at www.roninriot.com
Or search for "YOUTH GONE WILD" on Friendster!

TICKETS SELLING FAST!!!!! LIMITED TICKETS LEFT!
2500 SOLD ALREADY!
To book tickets, please drop an email to youthgonewild06@gmail.com with your
NAME, CONTACT NUMBER, EMAIL, & QUANTITY OF TICKETS. Tickets will be delivered to
you personally through our youth volunteer team.

More than 50 secondary, junior colleges, and tertiary institutions invited to
witness the rock concert of the ages!

__________

This is the megaconcert of the June holidays!! RONIN will be making an
**exclusive** debut of the new songs off their soon-to-be 2nd album. :)

So if you want to be part of a 4000 strong mayhem moshpit, order your tickets NOW to avoid extreme disappointment! Seeya at Whitley on the 23rd JUNE!

IF U NEED TICKETS U CAN CONTACT NICOLE
@ 81653193/98661961
@ PURE_NIC@HOTMAIL.COM [MSN]
@ FRIENDSTER [NICOLE]

2006-05-13T07:45:00.000-07:00

Four jobs I had

i taught a 6 year old kid english.

wash my mum's car[she pays us]

-------------

Four movies I can watch over and over

HONEY

you got served

the little mermaid

american pie

Four places I’ve lived

My room

My Dad's house in russia

My gramps[my other house]

stayovers[is it counted?]

Four TV shows I love

So you think you can dance

America's Next Top Model

Lost

What i like about you

Four places I’ve vacationed

New Zealand

Australia

bintan

thailand

Four of my favorite tidbits

Twisties
cheese rings

chocs!!

lollies!!

Four sites I visit daily

www.nicole-bryant.blogspot.com

www.friendster.com

www.youtube.com

BF's blog

Four places I’d rather be right now

Anywhere as long as BF's with me :)

BF's place

Town

Sentosa

Four people I'm tagging

chanel

sher

juat walk away

2006-05-11T19:10:00.000-07:00

shakira's my idol haha

a video vic n i made hahaha i miss my baby!!

enjoy! :D

2006-05-11T05:12:00.000-07:00

watched 'when a stranger calls' with baby n vic today.
e show's really really really dumb and theres no story line!!!
trust me.. dont watch! haha kindda scary thou.

lucky baby was there :D
he bought pop corn n drinks.
i didnt know e hand rests @ ps could be
lifted up ahahah!!1

its really weird cos mum didnt say anything abt
me gg to watch a movie with baby.
i maseg her n she didnt reply so does this mean smth
good?? haha i hope so :D
i miss baby already!!

baby had to leave to watch MI3 with his friends
n vic's parents picked us up n we went home..

i saw Madam choy with her husband i think..
they were walking to PS so i guessed
they're gg for dinner

n here i am :D

i failed my math :(
61/180
e paper was tough ok!
my whole calssed failed. x-cept 3 real smart idiot
ahahah

i think baby was a lil upset abt it :(
ill do better dear. aight??

rin, zhiem, deepan, sk, ismail, khai and i were talkin about what e teachers talked to us abt.

e skid rin in i did was awesome!
haha i didnt know tt we could do it sooo smoothly :D

anyways..
we were talking abt how girls should play hard to get n
what it means when a guy says or does smth hahah
i love talking to those guys!!!
n n n also abt how a girl can be so pretty n smart
but be so bloddy cheap n stupid at e same time..
like, she can just ask a guy for n sex just like that when
she doesnt really know him?
haappened to one of my close guy friends n THANK GOD
he's smart enough.

n i just realized tt i really care alot for those guys n they r e same towards me. like at e begining of this year, i had some family problems n they talked to me n all? they were real worried for me. yall rock! :D n also e fun times we shared all these years n especially at mount stong ahaha

mamas!! i hope ure reading this!!

they're gona be e ppl i miss most when i graduate man.
philip n ismail asked 'how come u n shirin so close now??'

n i thoght that this isnt tt bad.. we havent
talked for more than 2 years when we were in diff
classes n rin's a real fun girl to be with hahah

i thank God for rin!

taylor'e doing tis thang on americcan idol now.
taylor rocks!!! i really really think he should win :D :D

chris got out :S haha
i dont really like him sso its ok :D hahah
i sound damn mean i know

lester's[cousin] staying over @ my place n we're gg to sentosa
tomorrow!!
i need a tan badly!!!! hahaha too bad baby cant come with me :(

i miss ben!!! <3

2006-05-10T05:16:00.000-07:00

went to e hospital to check my arm today..
e doc said theres nothing but it hurts like
hell!! i know theres smth wrong with it
HMPH!!

anyways i had science mcqs today n after tt
shirin jo cher n i sat at e canteen to wait for mrs hodge for e details for
our skid tmr. we're supposed to act infront e girls n stuff?? haha yea

there was this group of 'eat healthy' lifestyle ppl
tt came to our sch to sell healthy food n i bought
cranberries!! <3 hahah its $3.50 but it
was good stuff :D

had our meeting n rehersals.. then merrilyn ang asked
us to help her with her survey thingy.
we were supposed to calculate e % for e whole thing!
damn tiring i tell u!!

went to eat at kfc with rin, jo n poh han..
jo n i shared 2 piece meal cos we were not
that hungry. after that PH left then rin, jo n i went to jo's
place to see her dog.
its a lassie!!! haha n she's super
cute/obeident/gorgeous/hyper!!!
her name is baby hahah

met mum n bro at e hospital at 2 n went
for tests n all.. waited till 8!!! then i could leave e place.

i had to wear this fcukin ugly patient dress thingy.
i didnt know how to put it on n i think e staff
were all laughing at me.. i forgot how i wore it but
i NEVER wanna wear it again heh

came home n im
blogging now

yesterday..
went to chap's place with shirin.
his place is FWAH!!!nice! hahah
e wanted to call in KKC cos we were hungry but
he ordered PIZZA n he paid for it!!!
n we didnt even ask for it.
he's sooo nice!!
n e best thing is, he orderes 2 pizza and a side order
n he ran all e way down to e mama shop to get drinks for us.
i swear chap's superrrrr nice :D
THANKS CHAP!!!

baby allowed me to go to chap's place.
baby just told me to be careful ahhaa n when
i told chap what baby said he laughed aha

we took 3 videos!!
1st: shirin chap n i 'dancing'
2nd: me n chap dancing n i playing e guit
3rd: [i forgot] hahahah
n theres another vid of chap pulling stuff outta
ping's arsehole! ahhas MUST WATCH!!

u can watch it here :) ---> www.youtube.com/user/nicolebryant

talked to DT today n he gave me real good advices on
some stuff.

i know ure reading this DT! thanks yea :D

im watching american idol now.
i really think taylor n cat/kat r good!

either one of them should win i tell u!
yea, like i can predict eh? hahahah

about e fashion show @ MOS
i duno e details yet.
we MIGHT take aort but we're not sure.
ill probably embarrass myself by doing/making
some stupid face/action hahah

i ope my mum isnt serious abt following me in thou.
i thinik there will be a age limit n i hope she
gets bounced out for being too old ahhahaha

they'll prob think
'why is this middle-aged woman doing in a teen party?'
ahhaah

simon's a bitch! hahahah
he-biatch!

ciao

2006-05-08T07:14:00.000-07:00

my 2nd post for today..
vany called and asked if i wana join e VAUNT fashion show with her.
im entering with her so i guess i will be
heh
i dont know what urban is!!! someone gimmie ideas please???
they're gona give us $100 each to get e clothes n we get to keep em
pretty good eh??
im soooo gona throw my face away tt day *'_'*

i just got back from hbf macs.
went there to study with my bro n my
mum was watching us.
like why on earth would we wana sneak away??
mad

talking to bf now

nights

2006-05-08T02:10:00.000-07:00

heres smth funny..

ok theres this guy[not ben]
he's 3 years yoinger than me n he transfered to ACS I @ e
beginng of this year..

he asked me if i'd like a guy 3 years younger than me n i replied
'im attached'
then i told him
'if e guy's mature, taller than me n if i love hiom y not?'
then he said
'what if e person is me?'

nic" hahahaha! im attached.'
him' if we were single'
me' i thought ur attached?'
him'if we were single'
me' hahah hmmm.. dont think i will'
him' why?'
me' not my type i guess. Y'
him' asking ya? cos i know there was once when i liked you'
me' when'
him' lasy november'
hahah comedy!!!

wth

i had KFC with vany, sz, james n nat today..

nat seemed a lil upset but when i asked he just said he was tired.
i think its either cos he couldnt get a seat in e cab if nt then it might
be cos sz was suaning him...
u noe..
being gay n stuff.
nat's totally not gay ppl!! hes my bruddder!!
cheer up kae nat???

mum wants me n my ro to study @ macs later :D hahaha
i think ill asm bf if he can come :)

2006-05-06T02:26:00.000-07:00

jamm band was good :)
havent jammed in a long longgggg time n yesterday was just
so awesome! cant believe ive strayed so far.
i missed jamm band 2 or 3 times n thank God i went
for yest's :)

bf called while we were jamming..
couldnt hear him tt well thou cos we were jamming.
so i told hhim to call when he reaches home
cos 1st-ly it was damn noisy
n 2nd-ly he was usin his hp to call
so i didnt wana let him use his hp cos its very
EX!!
everything's so damn ex in singapore!

'All for love' is such a nice song! <3

verse
all 4 love a father gave
for only love could make a way
All 4 love e heavens cried
for love was crucified

pre-chorus
oh how mant times
have i broken ure heart
but sill u forgive
if only i ask
and how many times
have you heard me pray
draw near to me

chorus
everything i need is you
my begining n forever
everything i need is you

verse 2
let me sing all for love
i will join the angle song
ever holy is the Lord
king of glory king of all

verse 3
all for love a savious prayed
abba father you have your way
though they know not what they do
let the cross draw man to you

love e words to e song!
i cant wait for e next jamm band!

dinner's been changed to turf city
n im gona go shopping!! :D
i wana get smth for bbf :)

gonna play netball with vic outside now.

-all for love

after jamm band,
mos n emil[wrong spellin] had band prac for JY
@ sem room 3.
they r damn funny! hahahah
tryin to reach e high notes n all..

n n emil sings funny!
woops! hahah but he really does.
i couldnt stop laughhing.
mum picked me up after tt then went home.

mark kinoshita just called to ask if im gg for chinese
tuition but im not :X
im gona rest for whole b4 gg back to all my tuitions.
and i mean ALOT!
DAMN ALOT!!
remedials, day tuitions n night tuitions.
mum wanted to send me to this night tuition @ 10pm!
can u imagin doing math @ 10??
ill prob be dead tired by then heh

im bored n i havent had dinner.
i cant go for YF tonight cos mum's brining e family to
gaylang for dinner..

oh.. n if u read my taggs..
theres this thingy abt gaylang n KY hahaha!!
jkg jkg.
its not true ok? haha

im missing my baby! my phone's screwed. when
i send messages at lets say 5.
the reciever will get it arnd 2 hours later?
which totally SUCKS!
damn..
maybe tts cos baby's taking soo long to reply
i msged mos to ask if hes gg for jamm band n @ 3 smth
n he recieved it at 7 -_-

i might be meeting him tmr :D
i havent seen him for a week!!!!!!!
i cant wait to see bf!!!
i cant wait to study with bf!!
i miss bf!!

hahaha okok..

2006-05-05T07:03:00.000-07:00

I LOVE BF! <3

2006-05-05T00:13:00.000-07:00

i had my chinese paper 1 n 2 today.
it was ok i guess.. alotta ppl said paper 2 was
difficult but i think only some of e questions r.
i hope i pass :D

went to eat @ KFC with shirin cher n hannah after school.
cher didnt wana eat so rin hannah n i bought her e new spicy
chicken meal thingy.. i hope its good :S
n yea cher ate it all. hahahaha good girl!!

after tt shirin bought a giraffe from precious thoughts
[cos it reminds her or someone :P]
headed home after tt n baby still hasent replied me :'(

i was messaging baby b4 i entered kfc n i asked him
'will u still want me if i turn FAT?'
n u know what he replied??
'i duno'
WTH??
but he added a 'hehe' after tt so i dont know what tt means

anyways..
i hope he didnt mean tt cos i think im eating alot :S
undergoing stress n all. pfft!
so if i turn FAT then i duno what he'll do

i hope he didnt mean it :'(

im in my room now.. just came back from tiong and my arm hurts like fcuk!!
it hurt e whole time while i was
doing my papers n it was fcuking painful!!!
i wana go for x ray soon!! its getting looser
n e massage i went for didnt really help.
e pills mum gave me didnt work also..
how can a pill cure a loose arm??
dumb!

im gg for JAMM BAND later!
i asked baby if he wanted to meet me but he fcuking didnt reply!
fcuk!!
its not e first time u did that u know??
u know how much i miss u n u dont reply?
yea yea maybe im being petty again.
sorry if i am.

i hope ure doing fine baby!
i still love u as much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just tt i miss u thats y im saying all these stuff

please reply soon??

2006-05-04T06:46:00.000-07:00

baby's not replying me

:(

i miss you!

2006-05-04T00:11:00.000-07:00

1) smoked
2) consumed alcohol
3) slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) made out with someone of the same sex
7) had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) watched porn
9) bought porn
10) done drugs
TOTAL; 7

11) taken pain killers
12) taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) lied to your parents
14) lied to a friend
15) snuck out of the house
16) done something illegal
17) cut yourself
18) hurt someone
19) wished someone to die
20) seen someone die
TOTAL; 8

21) missed curfew
22) stayed out all night
23) eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) been to a therapist
25) been to rehab
26) dyed your hair
27) received a ticket
28) been in a wreck
29) been to a club
30) been to a bar
TOTAL; 6

31) been to a wild party
32) seen the Mardi Gras
34) had a spring break in Florida
35) sniffed anything
36) wore black nail polish
37) wore arm bands
38) wore t-shirts with band names
39) listened to rap
40) own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL; 5

41) dressed gothic
42) dressed prep
43) dressed punk
44) dressed grunge
45) stole something
46) been too drunk to remember anything
47) blacked out
48) fainted
49) had a crush on your neighbor
50) had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL; 6

51) snuck into someone else's room
52) had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) been to a concert
54) dry humped someone
55) been called a slut
56) called someone a slut
57) installed speakers in your car
58) broke a mirror
59) showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL; 8

61) consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) cruised the mall
64) skipped school
65) had an eating disorder
66) had an injury
67) gone to court
68) walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) caught something on fire
70) lied about your age
TOTAL; 5

71) owned an apartment
72) cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) cheated with someone
74) got in trouble with the police
75) talked to a stranger
76) hugged a stranger
77) kissed a stranger
78) rode in the car with a stranger
79) been sexually harassed
80) been verbally harassed
TOTAL; 6

81) met face to face with someone you met online
82) stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) been to a fair
86) been called a bad influence
87) cursed
88) prank called someone
89) laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) cheated on a test
TOTAL; 7

91) cheated on homework
92) held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) been pushed into a pool
94) played pool
95) watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) had a crush on someone younger than you
98) wear eyeliner
99) skinny dipped
100) laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL; 7

I GOT 65! HAHAHA imma bad girl :D

ANOTHER ONE

INSTRUCTIONS :name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 pple. tag at least 5 pple.

READY? GOGOGO!
1. benong
2. cheryl
3. vany
4. samlim
5. shirin
6. jo
7. chanel
8. letitia
9. caleb
10. vic
11. daryl
12. bjorn
13. sher
14. bj
15. stitch
16. Ky
17. ivan leong
18. nat
19. mark zhuang
20. shaun

the five people: benong,letitia, jo, samlim, cherylthe QUESTIONS:

1.how did u meet 14?
through Women's water polo

2.what would you do if u never meet 1?
ill probably be dead cos he's my life!!

3.what will you do if 20 and 9 dated?
hahaha my bro's alr 'gay' but i dunno abt caleb. hope not thou. yikes!!

4.do you ever liked 19?
hell no!

5.would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
yea they'll be the mini couple :D

6.describe 3.
she's my bitch! she's hot, funny, crappy, really fun/nice

7.do u think 20 is attractive?
my brother?? nah...

8.tell me something about 7.
she used to be my bestest best friend but i guess she forgot all about me :(

9.do you know any of 7's family?
yup.. mum, sis, bro n her cats

10.what is 17's favourite?
drums :)

11.what will you do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
theres this thing about him which makes me.....[smth bad]..... but no, im attached :D

12.what language does 15 speaks?
fucked up language. he doesnt think b4 he speaks

13.who is 9 going out with?
ehh.. none @ e monment i guess..

14.how old is 16 now?
Dude no.16 is 19.

15.when is the last time you talked to 17?
Last sunday in church

16.what is 2's favourite band/singer?
those really cheena bands n singers

17.would you ever date 15?
NO! hahaha im attached remember?!?!? i duno if no.15 will ever date

18.would you ever date 7?
if i were a lesbian YES! haha

19.is 6 single?
yupp.

20.what is 10's last name?
McColl

21.would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
NO. he gets pissed damn easily. not my idea of a 'gd relationship'

22.what school does 3 goes to?
outram secondary school. pfft!

23.where does 6 live?
the warren @ CCK

24.what is your fav thing about 5?
she told me to take this test :D n she's damn funny!

25.have you seen no.1 naked?
Nooooooooo. ive seen him in trunks thou hahah :) i love benong!

26. What do you hate about no.12?
he looks like a chee ko peh mouse haha but hes nice :)

27.Who are u most afraid of?
veggies!! eewww! damn sick

28. Who do you want to be for one day?
eh.. jessica alba?? i duno

29.Who are you most envious of?
i have noo idea. rich bitches i guess.

30.Who is the hottest?
Nicole Richie. shes hot u know!??!!

2006-05-03T03:55:00.000-07:00

sher edited it
mee
sher n i again
my cuzzie n i @ jay's
havana @ pavillion
sher n i. i love tt girl! haha <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4336/1446/1600/ryan%20and%20i.0.jpg"> my brudder n mua
mark foo's hat
i love butts!! n i just killed a mosquito
shirin n i @ hbf's toilet

2006-05-03T03:15:00.000-07:00

blogger's being aa bitch!
i posted alota stuff n it doesnt wana load. dammit!

im gona fail my physics i tell u!!

damn fcuked up right now

2006-05-03T03:14:00.000-07:00

2006-05-01T21:38:00.000-07:00

my sister's new stuff. pretty cute eh?

misha e husky. I LOVE DOGS!!
e food r almost cleared hahaha good stuff i tell u!
e bday girl. hahaha
cher n me. she didnt wanna take this pic as u can seee hha

some photos i wana upload.. there they r.

i just got back from hbf with cher n shirin. laughed a whole lot i tell u! hahah damn funny.. blogger's being a bitch!! it doesnt allow me to upload more pics.. ill put them in another entry then.

i got me n my baby smth :) i wont say what.. shhhhh

got auite alotta stuff today.

cher bought me this black book diary thingy. where e pages r black so if u draw on it with a pencil it turns out really cool. thank u cher!!

i got myself some hair bands, a metal ruler n smth for my baby n me :) n i needa get a set square for my paper tmr, damn i havent got it yet. i gotta get 2B pencils as well. maybe ill go to hbf again tonight :D stationary shopping!!! :)

im missing my baby!! <3

2006-04-30T07:50:00.000-07:00

damn lazy to blog so ill just say

I MISS BF!!
<3

im damn bored! n baby cant call :(

i love u so much darling!!
cant wit to see u tmr!! budden u gotta force me to study :P
haha!!

he just got back home from trng n he's damn tired now.
i couldnt meet him today cos of his parents :(
BUT he's meeeting me tmr :) yay!! hahah

love<3

2006-04-28T23:18:00.000-07:00

listening to 'stop' by the spice girls now.
it reminds me of how vic n i used to love them sooooo much
when we were younger.. so cute :)
we'd pretend to be one of then and i was mel c cos i thought she was
cool, sporty and all?? really fun times eh vic? :) i forgot what vic wanted
to be and i remembered that we pretended to be the power
rangers too! hhaa i was alpha! e dumb robot who goes arnd saying 'aiyaiyaiyaiyai'
damn irritating! hhaha
but cute la hhuh? haha
some people just cant move on from their childish wanna be super hero selfs haha
for example, my very close guy friend in school
no offence whatsoever ok SK?? haha yea his name is sk.
he's this indian guy wo cant stop trying to be the power rangers.
he goes arnd class singing the theme song andwhenever e thinks he's
done smth 'to save e class' or if he scored well in a sub. trying to say that
he's all tt powerful n that he did it cos he's e power ranger. hahaha

whatever lah.. i love my class. just tt sometimes there r ppl who i really cant stand
eg, golden dog.. ok i hope he doesnt read this.
to 5/2 or 5/1 pupils.. dont mention a single shit abt my blog to him ok? haha
thanks! :)
yea... i duno how to describe golden dog[not his real name ut u guys should know who he is]
indescribable. actually, i can if i wana but nah... im nice :)

linkway's bday dinner tonight at marina.
cher's coming over soon to help me chose what i should weaar then we're
off to town to buy her prezzi :) then she's gona stay over after e whole thing.
i think i might bring her to church but it depends if she wants to go or not. i cant
force er tto go to church if she doesnt want to right? what more its a religion that
se doesnt elieve in.
she's been to curch b4 but i think she went cos her friend told cher to follow her.
heh.. we'll see.

baby's coming down after church to meet me then study @ macs.
shakerfries!!!

SHAKERFRIES'S E SEX!!
means its damn fcuking good so dont get any wrong ideas yea? heh
its just a term so dont go arnd spreading false accusations tt i had sex b4 cos i didnt
n im proud to say im pure :)
as pure as gold.
explains why my email is pure_nic.

Not that i have ppl gg arnd saying that but i thought
ppl wld get e wrong impression.
so yea...
especially those dumb fucks who jump into conclusions.
its really dumb u know?? hhah
nvm.. i just thought of smth.

i still havet thought of what to wear to e steamboat!!!
crap! im afriad i might stars sweating n then my make up
will smuge.. kindda gross if u think of it..
foundaation dripping down ur face n into ur bowl
of delicious tasting soup comtaining all e good food.
ewww! disgusting.

anyway,
im not gona put on heavy make up so it should be alright.

ive got no idea why im blogging so much today..
probably cos of e new labbie momma got me :)
maybe it gives me e inspiration.

i duno wth im talking abt now but yall get
what i mean eh??

im missing my baby! he just woke up and i think he went back to sleep again -_-
if not then he's probably in e shower or smth.
i cant see him till tmr! :(
wanted to ask if he could meet me in town for a bit budden cher will feel left out. tou
she syas she wont.. i know her too well:)
she's my 'girlfriend' n baby got a lil jealous when i told him abt eh??
haha right dear?? :P

lemmi get this straight
im no lesbian!
n neither am i a bisexual.
done aahah k baby??
im straight :)

baby just replied me! :D

im listening to 'party starter' by will smith now.
i miss parties!!
man! its been ages since i went clubbing/partying.
e last one i went to was ROMP @ ZOUK.
romp was quite ok. just no alcohol.
alotta ppl r asking me to vaunt. is it vaut?
e one on 30th may @ MOS.
joanna just told me last night tt theres another one on e 20th june or smth.
i think i migt go for e 30th may party @ zouk.
i gota let lose a lil bit ppl! hahah so tell me if ure gg n we'll go together
or something yea??

ppl who i know who r g so far are: ben n his friends, nel, joanna, aisyah, su, vany,
cat n her friends, linkway, weiliang n co...
i think there r more thou..
i duno if sher's gona go.. i hope she does!
i think i migt go with vany. i didnt get to dance with her @ zouk n she promised
me this 30th :)
pray hard tt i can go ok ppl?
mid years will be over by then so tt gives me a
40% avantage.
pray pray pray ppl!!

i remember @ zouk..
there was this guy. he's jayjay's friend or smth...
i was dancing with e guys n he started holding me.
sick man he is i tell u!
plus he's not at all good looking! -spits
hahah nah, ive got my baby now and i belong to hhim
so screw off will ya? dumbass shit head u!

i love my baby <3

now playing just a lil bit' by 50 cent.

baby's gona call in a while :)

2006-04-28T06:48:00.000-07:00

ok..
i screwed my blog AGAIN!!
i tried to post this test thingy i took but it turned out like this!! dammit!
someone help meee!!!!

this is my second post for today..

MOMMA GOT ME A LAB TOP!!!!!
WHEEE!!!!

ahaha so happy!! :)
its a slim/black IBM and its quite good :)
yay!! but i have to download some stuff which takes
quite long and i donthave any photos in this labbie :(
sad case..
it'll be filled with pictures soon thou haahaha

send me pictures ok ppl!!
send me whatever nice ones u have of me :)
thanky!

my shoulder is hurting like shit now and i cant
tilt my head back. crap! i cant tie my hair for a few days
cos there r bruises on my nect and back n it looks like i got abused or something.

talking to baby on e phone now :)

2006-04-28T02:56:00.000-07:00

2006-04-28T01:48:00.000-07:00

went to fix my arm today..
not tt its broken but its really loose.
my arm n e shoulder joint connecting it is loose n whenever i
write it hurts like hell. cos there's this nerve connecting e shoulder
to my neck so it affects my neck as well.
i dunno how i got into this btw. probably while doing push ups @ swimming PE last friday.

e guy said i overworked my ligament n tt e muscles r affected. i cant
keep my arm @ a position for too long if not it'll hurt. n its hurting now btw.
n yea.. its really irritating when u like to do sports n stuff n u cant do it cos
ur arm is loose. its REALLY sucky!

Lord i pray for healing!! pls heal me? -amen

i had my english mid-years today n i had to write with my arm/shoulder/neck hurting.
damn sing1 ku3 i tell u!! i felt like chopping my whole right side off
but ill die if i do so. i wont get to see BF anymore :S but abyways, i completed my papers.

compo: Describe a favourite haunt amongst the teenagers n explain what attracts then to this place. [500-600+][n im only supposed to write from 350 to 500]

formal letter to e principal on e strengths n effectiveness of e activities organized based on their suitability , duration, venue and inpact on sec 1 pupils ............................................
....................................................................[includes a whole long time table blah blah blah] [300+ words]

comprehension: i completed e whle paper in 40 mins. somehow it was quite easy so i hope i pass :)

i told BF abt e arm n he got quite worried. there was a 'lil hiccup between us last night but all is good now :) i love my baby much much!!

baby, thank u for being so understanding n loving n caring!! <3

its ling way's bday steamboat @ marina tmr night. cher's gona come to my place early to meet me then to go shopping!

S-H-O-P-P-I-N-G!!
u read this??

we know what we're gona get for linkway[i call her that] mrs yeow
calls her lengweeee haha k k side track. cher n i know what we
wana get her but i wont say what here. cos i know she'll read this haha right linkway?? :)

happy be-earlied birthday linkway!!! yay im e first! :)

:) (: :) (:

im missing my baby! he's sleeping now n i bet he's not gona wake till tmr morning.
n he calls me a cow?? wth hahaha

2006-04-26T23:47:00.000-07:00

<3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4336/1446/1600/Gorgeous(1794).jpg"> hehehe
my baby!! <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4336/1446/1600/baby%20took%20this.jpg">
PICTURES

im having seaweed chicken for lunch now.
pathetic eh??
cos there's NOTHING to eat @ home!

i asked mum if i could goto HBF to gwt mee sua but she said
"for what?? just make do with whatever we have at home"
oh yea.. whatever we have at home??
there's nothing at all!!

i wana go shopping for food soon :)
food is good :)

i passed my physics test!!
i wont say e marks cos i didnt pass it that well but well anough to make my mum n baby happy :) i didnt know tt i was supposed to have a bio test today till my classmates told me! wth!! e teacher didnt even mention a single shit about it ta all. man, im so gona fail!
God help me!!

BF's been really stressed out. he doesnt talk like he usually does and im getting quite worried for him :( my poor baby :( his mid-years r his prelims lah! wtf! i nv heard of such stuff b4. prelims for mid-years??

he had his english papers already and im having my english mid year tmr. i hope i pass man. BF gave me a really long 'lecture' about wanting me to inprove and also to want me to study on my own. he was really serious abt it n i promised him tt ill do well this time.

u know what all these means??
he loves me lots! hahaa <3>MA BYOTCH!!U KNOW WHO U ARE!
u better fcukin' stop whatever ure doing now ok?
u read me??
i dont see e need with doing those stuff cos
U R NOT FAT AT ALL!!!
get it?? cummon,
if ure fat what am i huh?? all u lack in confidence n bloddy hell
ur a fine lookin' lady!
see, if ure fat, would guys wana check u out @ where ever ure working @ now??
if ure fat, u wouldnt be able to fit into ur clothes girl!
so pls ok?

my byotch! u better STOP!!

i gtg do my FOLIO n study soon.
BF's gtona be soo proud of me :)

love

2006-04-24T07:24:00.000-07:00

im damn lazy so ill just roughly update.

ive been really tired n stuff??

mum getting me to study n all.
plus her calling up my BF asking him to bring me to study aint making it any better.

BF's prelims r this week n he's quite stresses out alr and i wont be able to see him for 3 weeks :'( -cry sad right?? im gona mis him crap loads!!!! :'(
mum wants me to study in church everyday for e next 2 weeks but im packed with tuitions n stuff n how does she expect me to gp there everyday??
crazy!

i had to go for some talk as punishment for not completing my physic's graph today. e speaker's an old boy of my school and he teaches @ republic poly. laselle too ahha yah kindda cool. he kept looking at me when he was talking and kept asking e for answers to his qns.
im good am i not?? hahaa
we were supposed to stay back till 6 but thank god for the talk and we got to go home at arnd 4??

n we got to eat! hahaha chocolate cookies, mash potato, chocolate chip ice cream and orange juice.
haha good stuff!!

talking to BF now..

he's pretending to read some book cos his Dad wats him to study. BUT he's been studying e whole day so he's taking a break now :)
i wana call him but momma will open her mouth again.

did i mentioned tt my mum's abit psyc??

mum: u think u can go out with UR BF now is it?? u think what? u damn free now ah??
nic: its just onme movie! then ill come back.
mum: u know tt ur mid years r coming soon n u STILL dont want to study?? u dont make me go to ben's[BF] school n look for him ah i tell u! ill call his parents also!

then she gets into e car n drives off. i kept quiet.
and when i was in service, she called ben and ask him to bring me somewhere to study.

i was like WTF!!

she told me tt if i gho out with him she'll go to his sch n call his poarents but now she's asking him to take me out??

she's a certified mad woman i tell u!

nights!

2006-04-21T05:41:00.000-07:00

this is a sad but relieved post.

Relieved post
went to visit ezra today.
he has 9 stitched on his left eye
cos he knocked his head on e edge of his table when he woke up n his glasses smashed resukting in e hugeee cut on e eye. ezra was still his usual self thou.. jumping around making alotta noise n sorts. thank god he's alright!! phew!
sam n ezra were playing x-box b4 vic n i reached e his place then we watched animatrix. its like 9 short tories put together n e first one was e most nicest n interesting one haha tt proves tt church guys r guys indeed :) vic was all grosed out btw hhaha vic's damn funny!

Sad post
BF's supposed to meet me @ bishan after visiting ezra. BUT his brother was gonna go there so he cant meet me n i was SADDDD!! damn sad cos i havent seen him for a day[shut up! 1 day is a long time!] n his brother's wife came in e end n he could have met me. dammit! :'(

im talking to him now but he's busy with his game again. he might be calling later.

i miss BF!!!!!!
he wants to meet me tmr after my tuition but he rememberd tt he has to go for Jim's bday party :(
oh wells, he has to go for it anyways. jim's bro's his good friend.
BUT I MISS HIM!!

Slightly happier post
he's coming to hbf earlier on sunday to meet me!!!
wheeee!!
hahahaaahaa

oh yea.. vic n i saw jas n zuo eating @ shih lin today. so sweet!! ahaha

mum's supposed to bring us to KFC for dinner but she didnt!! AGAIN!! she sais she'll bring us there for supper. lets see if she does yea?? heh

Prayer request
pray tt ezra's eye will recover quick and he has to take e thread out soon so pray tt it wont hurt tt much. oh, n pray tt he'll be a 'lil more un-hyper these few days :D

amen!

2006-04-19T02:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday was sweet :))
our 1st month together.

bf met me @ outram mrt n went to hbf.
talked/laughed/crapped...........
alotta stuff so i wont go into details.
i love yesterday :)

got bitteh alotta times thou.
he sent me home but ended up talking on e hill
till about 630 n he left after tt :(

bf got caught in a jam and he reached home @ abt
730?? yea..
n his dad wasnt too happy about it.
i feel bad :S
but he said it was ok.

bf's e sweetest ever! :)

love<3

2006-04-17T07:09:00.000-07:00

its our 1 MONTH tmr!!
haha happy 1 month BF!!
i love u much much!

2006-04-16T02:21:00.000-07:00

its raining damn heavily now[its sunday]
i didnt go for frizbee/cap's ball cos i met BF for lunch
after church till about 4?? yea 4
then he had to leave for tp to play LAN with
isaac, stitch, kah leong and tilly.

we ate mee sua & xxl :D
my fav!!

he couldnt send me home cos
i thought mum would be
@ home n ill get screwed if she sees
me n him.
i mean, she approves but she doesnt know
im meeting him.
so if she see's me i duno what will happen.
heh

BF's playing lan now...
im bored.

mum's supposed to pick me from home
20mins ago but she's not here yet!
dammit! she always does this.
its her bday today so i shall not be 'mean'
we're gg to my aunty's house then to dinner
@ i duno where.
im hungry!!

BF JUST MESSAGED ME!!!
WHHEEEEE

2006-04-15T07:50:00.000-07:00

my 2nd post for today.

e bbq was not as enjoyable as the rest cos like e whole family isnt talking to my mum[her fault][it always is] and she's gonna blame us for showing black faces n being rude. heh she always does that. i overheard her telling e guests that my sibs n i this n that blah blah blah when she doesnt tell them abt herself. n to think of buying her a handbag n a cake after how she treated us? how dumb can i get??!

well, i woulnt do that to myself but if she likes to talk abt ppl so much then why not brag on abt how good a mother she is?![bull-crap i tell u!] all those rubbish abt sacrificing[might be a wrong spelling] so much for us aint gonna melt my heart ok? so try harder next time will ya? it'll never work.

i think nan is better off gg home or transfering somewhere else. e reason why she's still wanting to stay n work for u is cos of rach[my younger sister] pls get this into ur head u 'oh so great woman', no one will every enjoy working for u n pls stop making urself look/sound sooo pityful just cos ur children arent as hardworking n smart as the other children. if u like comparing so much then y not leave this home n go find ur dream children.
i dont think they'll wanna stay with u either. heh God bless u woman

if u ppl think im some mean o bitch well go ahead. i dont give a fcuk!
u ppl dont know how lucky u r to be in such a great family
so cherish ur loved ones b4 they become mean n old.

i miss BF!!!!
i havent seen him for 6 days alr!
omg

ill be seeing him tmr :))
i cant wait!! <3
i cant wait toi get out of this crib either.

2006-04-15T00:35:00.000-07:00

mum's being a real pain!
i wont say y
ask me personally.

thank god BF was there for me :)
love u BF!

he's bathing now n im blogging.
talkin to sher @ e same time. she went for cocolate!!
omg! i hope it went well for her. she's quite tired after w whole thing. i read her vblog n she said tt she wasnt in w mood or smth.
- heres a big fat hug for u sher!!
i think ill go for e sunrise service tmr morning then u can tell me all abt e party yea :))

i miss talking to sher!! gotta catch up with her soon ((:

its supposed to be my mum's bday bbq tonight but fcuk it! no one's in e mood for ure bloddy bbq after all ure fcukin lame excuses n complaints?? sure, u can have all e food to ure self n grow fat till u burst.

gtg

2006-04-14T05:53:00.000-07:00

this com's fucked up.
bloddy irritating!!

anyways, im @ my cousin's now. we had dinner with e whole family including e relatives n my grandaunty. she's damn cute!! she soooo short[just right above my waist. for those who know how tall i am :D] and she talks like a duck. i justrealized i know how to speak cantonese but i suck at it :)

im in lester's room with e cousins n sibs now. they're playing some jumping platform uno thingy and they're damn noisy.. lester's com's screwed so im kindda pissed off now. [just to let yall know] BF's gaming and he's too busy to reply so tt makes it worse. heh

i wana go out with him tmr but CAT wants me to go out with her :( dammit! i duno man. ill see how it goes tmr. i duno if im going home tonight.... we might be staying over at my gramps

fcuked up

shoukld i go to MOS on 3oth may?
BF's not gg unless i go but momma will scream if i go.
maybe il tell her its a underage party n tt there will be no alcohol or whatsoever.
whats a party without alcohol?? man!
yea...
i'll see

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------fcuked up!--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------my bro wants to use e com now. more fcuked up!------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

2006-04-12T03:14:00.000-07:00

nan's scolding someone over e phone now. fcukin scary n she's using my phone ): i just topped it up. dammit!

school went well today. missed him quite alot thou. i havent seen him for 2 days alr and he's @ SA and ACSI's rugby match -_- till 7. so sad. n his phone died so yea.. heh he's buying me chocs :D told him not to thou.. cat bought me kinder bueno chocs

nthing to blog abt alr.

see ya!

2006-04-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

woopeeee!!!
hahaha my mum approves!!
yay!! thank God!

bf picked me up from my place then we went to study in church. he thought me math n i think he nearly died. luckily he didnt hahaha then he sent me home but vanny n devar was there so i sent him to e mrt. n he left :(

saw vic n someone else[i wont say who] haha :P
secret

oh yea!! zan n devar were seducing e tree!!
omg! hahahaha n they took pics. man..
hahah ill put it up when i get it :)

gtg sleep now.
nights!! <3

2006-04-08T08:13:00.000-07:00

i SWEAR!!

by e time i graduate n go to uni
[tts if i make it]
ill MOVE OUT and stay alone!!

i cant stand living with someone who watches me like a hawk all e friggin time. if she doesnt trust me anymore then what e heck? i dont give a fcuk if u do or dont. just mind ur fcukin business and give me my space i deserve. its not like ur gonna take care of me ur whole life so y not just stop now??

i thank God 4 nadine. she's been a great help n i wouldnt know what to say/do without her.
nad!1 i know ure reading this. love u girl!!

i miss BF.
tears flowing.....
flowing
still flowing....

DAMMIT!

why's she like this??

God help me

2006-04-06T06:46:00.000-07:00

somethings wrong with my mouse!
dammit!

i had tuition just now.
damn boring!!
anyways, baby came down today<3
i miss him already.

took pics n stuff
he might be meeting tmr as well :)
cant wait! :)

i saw my bro standing all alone @ e taxi stand when it was pouring. poor thing hahah but he left a while after cos e rain stopped. i love rainy days :)

swimming pe tmr!
yay!! hahaa
only a third of my class is gonna swim thou.
n ill be e only girl.
there's this fuck-face whos gonna be there as well. sick man! i hope he gets thrown into e pool with his clothes on. ha!

nighty night! <3

2006-04-05T07:01:00.000-07:00

my 2nd post.

talking to bf now.
he's meeting me tmr and he has to come all
e way down again n he says he desnt mind.
awwwww haha i miss him!
but he'll have to wait for like 3 hrs
b4 i can meet him cos i might
have bio/phy/math remedial
:(
n i have english tuition @ night
damn!

@ least i get to see him :D

mum's being a pain in e arse!
omg she cant shut her mouth for even a few secs.
sctually can lah.
but she makes it real draggy..
dont wanna talk to her anymore.
heh!

chow's being a good boy n he's
off doing his hw.
hahah good boy chow! :P

nights!

2006-04-05T02:52:00.000-07:00

YEAH!
finally! phew

im not a bimbo ok!
i just like e skin :D

i just got back from school.
a fight nearly broke out between 2 persons
[i wont say who]
i think they're fine now thou.
i hope....

i really think fighting with a friend
over a girl aint worth anything.
not that i wouldnt want a guy to fight for me
but e guy barely knows this girl and he's
fighting with his friend for 4 over years?
damn stupid!
&&
this girl isnt worth fighting for.
shes a *****-**!
seriously..

not worth lah!!
give it up!

i miss my bf!!
he's being squeezed into e bus now.
haha i hope he reaches home soon.
my bf's e greatest! haha

he met me @ hbf n then
sent me home yesterday.
he was supposed to be home by 7 but
he reached @ 710.
luckily his parents didnt say anything
<3

baby, i hope e mark goes away! ahhaa
-love u

dinner's coming real soon.
im hungry!!
i think ill go call my baby later :)

2006-04-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

i just got back from school.
had e i am gifted n so r u course for
e past 3 days..
i really hated it @ first.
like it was 13 hours long..
who wouldnt complain right???
n yea..
now tt its over i really miss e people who came
down and for the first time in my secondary sch
life ive seen my batch mates really mean
what they do. crying together n
encouraging each other n sorts.
i NEVER thought my classn 5/1 were so supportive
of each other.

ill miss e course guys..
adam, wayne, jeff, danny.
really funny guys...

i bet my class will make it to RJC if they teach us
hahaha

it might happen u know :)

i miss u dear!
stop playing n talk to me! :p
i think im gonna meet u first tmr k baby?
after i shop with cat.
iii mmmiisssssss yyyooouuuu......... [drags on]

sher's over at celeste's party now.
lucky girl!!

2006-03-26T07:35:00.000-08:00

where'd my baby go??

i miss my baby!!!! <3

2006-03-25T02:29:00.000-08:00

@ topshop. i like!!

after e make over

we were walking ardn then we saw this fashion show thingy
so we decided to watch it then after a while, this guy came over
and asked me to be their model for e make up make over.
jia min didnt wanna go! haha
i told them i likes the smokey and bring out e eyes kindda thing and they
did it for me.
really pretty :)

they gave me a T.LeClerc $50 voucher and
Harnn shampoo and soap.
it smells really good! hahh
so glab i went for it :D
thank u sebbie and cat! hhaaha
cat u get a $10 voucher hahaha
cat got me a heart shaped choc!!! <3
love yall!!

steamboat's starting soon.

im starved!

she sings in e shower

he does his work in e ******

she loves chocs

he loves chilli

she loves him

he loves her

2006-03-24T18:45:00.000-08:00

i just realized thet Renfred from campus superstar
viewed my friendster profile.
cant really see his face thou
hahaha

im down with food poisoning
ever since like 4 days ago but it was e
worst yesterday.
whole body went weak and stuff and i
couldnt stand/walk for long cos ill fall. diggyness
the doc gave me 5 different types of med.
totally disgusting i tell u!
im feeling a tiny bit better alr. thank God

ive got another steamboat dinner tonight.
its y bro's be-eariled bday dinner.
i dont know who my mum called 4 it
but i hope there wont be much.

i just thought,
i cant cook to save my life and ill probably
eat raw stuff @ e dinner and e poisoning will
get worse. heh
ill get mum to cook for me then haha

ill be gg down 2 suntec convention centre
to look @ e DnT stuff n sebbie n cat
@ e art section. maybe i can call them over for e dinner??
see first lah

im gg back 2 training!!!
woohoo! hahaha
gg on sunday.
i hope i can cos ive got Cap's ball training
and i duno where it will be @
so yea...

someone's still alseep i think. hahaha

God bless me

2006-03-19T01:53:00.000-08:00

schools starting tomorrow
goodness the hols pasts soo quickly.
e teachers r gonna be pissed off on e first day cos
everyone didnt do their homework heh :X

had shih lin 4 lunch today
oyster mee sua+XXL chicken+tempura

shih lins e only good food store @ hbf
other than pastamania & macs.
&& subway[hate e veggies thou]
oh! n coca trees! haha love chocolates!

church went well.
e speaker was damn corny!!
meaning, lame + funny haha!
reall cute
lester was like O_O when i told him
inthought tt e speaker was cute[he's old]
really..l he speaks with this funny tone and
i cant stop laughing @ him haha

ate cranberries n drank ribena during sermon.
i was hungry!! haha
didnt go for frizbee today. lazy
& cp got cancelled so yea..
stay home sunday 4 me.
mum wants me to study but i aint gonns.
ill just stare @ e book n think of smth else.
omgoodness.. study fr 3 hours straight?
ill die! hahaha
oh wells..
ill read my book [all american girl]

dinner's here!
blog tmr

2006-03-19T01:51:00.000-08:00

2006-03-18T07:08:00.000-08:00

i got me a card reader
n its definitely faster than my bluetooth thingy heh
i wanna get a web cam and a digi cam...
my mother doesnt allow me to use hers dammit! so ngiaoooo

went 4 wmm [is it a retreat?]
yea smth like that then i left after e whole thing 4 a steamboat dinner!!
yummy!!
e food wasnt that great thou
kindda sucked but oh wells...
steamboat!!!! hahaha

listening to gasolina now. boring day today

ill go upload pics now...

2006-03-16T19:10:00.000-08:00

ROMP was not bad.
i thought it'd suck cos underage and all..
not bad not bad :D

e girls won! woohoo!!!!
i forgot what their team name is
they were awesome/seductive/hot!
tian yuan can dance too!
hahah didnt know till i saw them yest.
there was this guy who was dancing with me.
i forgot his name but he's jay's[not jay ong] friend.

ssooo many ppl were there
joanna,aisyah,juan,wanni,jay,dino,jackson
jiajin,joanna,steph,jovelle,tianyuan,benong
n his friends,JED!!!![he's bald now! haha so cute!]

i didnt know jed was dancing behind me till he called me.
he was wearing this hat cos he's bald!
haha omg i miss him soo much!
jed, u said we're gg out soon! call me yea :)
saw cat there but she didnt go in.
and many many more people...

henryk hasnt changed a bit!
ahha k, he's hotter than usual but he's still e same.
cant believe tt shane decided to stay home n study.
shane's still e same hahah
vanny was hot!! van!
send me the pics soon yea hon!

someone decided 2 fart while dancing!
gross i tell u!
whoever tt person is,
he/she has no shame sick!
hahaha damn smelly lah!

OPEN MIC NIGHT TONIGHT!!
-LIVE PERFORMANCES
-MUSIC
-COMEDY
-DANCE

cant wait!

for lunch
ciao!

2006-03-16T03:01:00.000-08:00

getting ready for ROMP now.
jo's taking so long to do her hair!!!
quick quick!

party baby

2006-03-15T18:48:00.000-08:00

ROMP TONIGHT!
whos gonna be there??

heard tt henryk's gonna be one of e
guest stars or something.
hows shane doing huh?! heard tt he's
attached ALREADY! haha
he used 2 be e smarter one out of the both
of them.
henryk's the better looking one.
ok, i hope they dont read this!

pelyn just talked to me n she told me she's not gg :(
dont think many ppl r gg cos its a underage party.
no alcohol n shit. dang!
anyways, im gonna meet jo[anna] somewhere later
n i still dont know where.
her hi card ran outta $$$
so she'll have to call me

i have no idea what im gonna wear to ROMP
heh..

i just had breakfast.
i cooked! haha yea i did
not very good thou
the nuggets were still uncooked.
fcuk! im gonna get a tummyache!

i have no idea what time im gg 2 sch.
gotta collect my folio.
think ill just get someone to do tt 4 me hahaha
mr hisham's gonna go off 4 prayers soon
so i dont think anyone will be in sch heh
deepan n the guys r too lazy to move their asses
so i guess ill do e same
:S

im boreddd
no one's online @ this timeee

just remembered!
ive got my braces consultation on e 29th
gonna get braces!!
but i gotta extract 4!
omg

[i couldnt upload the videos we took
on e train from my comp. damn!
they're up on youtube thou. go
check em out]

2006-03-15T03:25:00.000-08:00

azhiem and me
a very unglam pic of us. hhaa
in e train
vikki and nikki
5/2
aziz and me after lunch
in e train
5/2's mamas!! i love those ppl!
outside bukit merah KFC
pics!!!!

2006-03-14T22:27:00.000-08:00

F*IN COM JUST RESTARTED AND I HAVE TO TYPE EVERYTHING OUT AGAIN!!

DAMN

kk

mt stong was hella fun!!!
i loves the train ride home!! oh man hahaha
they guys were trying to challenge each other
to see who is the strongest blah blah blah
but everyone won a title in e end.
damn funny! ahha
i was just lying on my bed watching
them do their thing right below me

i wanna go back in time!!
pics coming up......

i changed my blogskin again!
yes yes
AGAIN
i kindda like this one thou.
yall might not

i just came back from bio remedial.
ms chan said that my brother showed her sttitude and
threw his work on e floor cos he was fed up.
seriously, i would do e same!
the f*in drawing shit is sooo difficult n
the f*in class was sooo bloddy noisy
BUT!!!
i completed my work! hahaa im sooo proud of myself

theres this girl in my class[i shall not say who]
she's damn winey i tell u!!
she wines abt every single thing she
sees/does
u know what i mean..
i wanted to smash the tomato on her face just now.
thank god i was patient and i got outta
class quick

went to sentosa with xinni yesterday.
im like a lobster now!!!
sunburnt until im red all over.
i like it thou :D
then....
met mun yue at billabong
we talked/crapped/laughed/looked
at/about
everything
esp that *******
[im not saying who] ; )
[go figure]

im so glad we're friends again :)
she might be gg 4 ROMP tomorrow
yipee!! party baby!
but its a underage party!
and sooo many ******* r gonna be there
DAMN!
i hope it goes well..
if not then ill just escape n go somewhere else

i cant upload e pics
my com's screwed!
u can go to www.youtube.com and watch the videos
just type nicolebryant at the search thingy at e top

byebye

2006-03-09T05:06:00.000-08:00

im leaving sing tomorrow[friday] and ill be back on monday. I CANT WAIT!! i needa get out of sing!! from all the ----------- whatever. heh

jeremy and errol: thanks for the ride!! yall r the sweettest brudders!

mary!! ill get u smth when im over there yea!! happy be-earlied bday mary!!

someone's gonna be at mt stong! i wont say who! but woohoo!!!!!!!!!!! haha i cant stop smiling! :D :D :D :D :D ooohhhwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

yall can check out my videos at www.youtube.com
just type in nicolebryant at the search thingy and ull be ablt to see em. vids from mt. stong coming up when i come back

run away train never turning back
i hope it doesnt

2006-03-07T03:41:00.000-08:00

n again.. i love this pic
andy!! haha my good friend :D
in the toilet
at sentosa with xinni

these r some random pics sue and i took during geog lesson. ms yeow's damn friggin blurr!!
got some vidoes as well. i hope they'll come out!! they r a 'lil X rated so.. young boys stay away!! older ones too!

2006-03-05T06:10:00.000-08:00

my farkin' wisdom tooth broke into and it farkin' hurts like shit! dont talk to me about any vulgar shit cos i dont care anymore. sorry if i havent been updating. darn busy these days and i leaving on friday and i havent packed shit yet. how am i supposed to get 2 track pants and a sport shoe by this week whem im broke. heh

listening to some house music tish sent me now. they're not bad.

went to sentosa with xinni today. took some real funny vids/pics but i cant put it up just yet cos the farkin com's screwed and im using my bro's now. the weather wasnt that good n yea.. i didnt get a tan. heh im gg to sentosa with her again next next tuesday when i come back from mt stong. we're having some meeting tmr abt i dunno what and how on earth is $12 gonna save my life?? $12 for some dumbshit insurance. sure thing, $12 can save ur life when a truck runs u down. dumb! cant wait to leave thou. wanna get outta here! jump down the waterfall and do what we do.

im out

2006-03-02T07:10:00.000-08:00

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i dont know how to spell her name but she spoilt the song! damn! iris is a really really really nice song i tell u!

school's been real boring. the teachers cant conmtrol the class anymore and i think we're gonna flunk Os heh. God bless us?!?!

PE tomorrow!! yipee! hahaha

ROMP on the 16th. whos gg?

2006-02-26T02:48:00.000-08:00

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damn cool pic :D i didnt go for frizbee today cos i was lazy. and i had to go for this massage thingy. mum called in this women whos damn strong! fwahh.. nearly broke my back., it was damn good thou. my leg aint hurting no more. i played bass for JY today
comments
wen ai said: woah!! ur bass improving already eh?!!
tish: *nods her head and says: good:D
lester: i couldnt hear a thing. dammit! ahhaha
i got the cable! yea baby!!

im waiting for my dinner. i think im having chinese food. boring! i hope there isnt mt. stong trng tomorrow.. ill die while climbing ha!

i hope school goes well tomorrow.
of course it will :) :D (:

2006-02-20T05:57:00.000-08:00

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

the perfect song that fits my mood. ive been feeling not too good these days and i needa cheer up.. someone?? anyone??

2006-02-19T05:35:00.000-08:00

sunset my place
my 'lil corner at home. nah, its the balcony
this girl is really pretty!! vic agrees too :D haahha
my oil lamp
sat: nthing much.. had tuition in the morning then went down to church for JY meeting. there will be a jy event on the 17th of march and its open to all YFs and JYs. come alright! :D then i had band prac for YF. cell after that and vic sent me home.

today[sun]: church was normal i guess. i woke up at 1030 then i took my time to go down to church. i was really tired and entimg had to leave after worship for her aunty's bday something... friabee was fun! hahah got knocked in the head damn hard by vonne hahahah its really funny how i got hit. vonne cant throw straight to save her life hahaha theres a bbq dinner gg on at my place now and im full -BURPPP! hahah i cant go for the party on the 11th cos ill be in mt. stong :( im sorry ivan.. ahahaha we'll go for the 16th one :D alrights?? sher, tish and mark too. maybe david hahaha in really need to chill abit. im stressed out alr and im tired most of the time. i wanna go to sentosa :)

2006-02-17T22:43:00.000-08:00

i was that fat?!?!!
the JY team :D :D
YF + JY
GMC Captains Ball Team

2006-02-17T06:39:00.000-08:00

tts a tattoo on my face.. it was sooo sunny and i have a white patch on my face -_-
slacking during tuitiom
victor tee
pinkpanter undies
coco tree

"emo" hahaha

these r some pics i took. mel edited some of them. thanks melon!!!! <3

things i did today

-cross country{bumble bee/captain, cheers]
-the group ditched some ppl
-lunch/shopping/movie[pink panter] at plaza sing
-took neos :D
-reached toa payoh at 5
-watchesd the syncros train
-meeting at 7
-training till 9
-"dinner" with Ray
-here i am :)

pink panter was funny! hha couldnt stop laughing. sebbie and tracy were laughing through out the whole show. i was dead beat thou.. after all that sun and bumble bee.. plus training. training was horrible!! i mean the good horrible.

.fly and free *30. 5 push ups after every lap
.20 swimming with ball
.handling
.shooting with quality
.OTOT
.JUMPING!! woahhhh 20 * 2 non'stop. hands must reach above the goal post.

im deaD beat! i feel good thou. training changed to tue, wed, fri and sunday now. wed is gym day and sun is game day :)

2006-02-13T01:49:00.000-08:00

im dark-er than i used to be. i wanna get a 'lil more darker! ahha i dont like being fair. anyways.. frizbee was good! i love friabee. i freak when ppl run damn fast infront of me to get the frizbee thou. i dont know why.. i think ill get over it soon :D the sch's bringing us to the discovery centre tmr for i dont know what and sue and i r gonna eat at macs :D and maybe make a fool outta ourselves or smth. geog class was fun! hahaha sue and i were disturbing the teacher and sue took her marker and she didnt realize at all. she's a really blurr teacher!
i had english and geog test today. i think im gonna pass :D ok, maybe i wont cos i slept but i think i did well thou. matt's giving me geog tuition on wednesdays. i think ill do better this year cos ive got geog tuition and ive been getting F9s ever since sec1. so yea.. ill improve :) (: i need SS tuition too! talking abt tuition, ive got math tuition in 1 1/2 hrs. oh man..... boring!!! the teacher is eurasian and she's wayyyy taller than me. hahaha no lah, maybe half a head taller. i still wanna grow taller :D vic's gonna catch up with me alr! nono! hahahha i dont know why but today went really bad. i wont up at 6! i usually wake at 645 and i had to go to sch early. secondly, those 2 idiots wont stop disturbing me and thirdly, my hi card ran outta money. plus im really tired from yesterday's frizbee and im burnt. i hope tuition goes well.. Lord, pls make it go well??

shoutouts

enting: girl!! we promised to go swimming, blading, ice-skating, running and frizbee-ing all in one day remember?? hahaha i think 1 day is real short but who cares? hahaha im glad we had that talk [secret:)]and we get along really well huh?! we'll stay-over soon hahah love u girl!! <3 the two en(s) enting: u, pei en: me. tts my chinese name :D

sue: dont take the teacher's marker lah! hahahaha buit it was real funny. MACS!! tomorrow! ahha im gonna drop at mt. stong trng i tell u! hahaha

jojo:
i hope ur feeling better. ur not the only one who feels that way girl.. im here for ya!! love <3

to the person who i talked to b4 2nd service:
im always here :) i understand what ur gg through and u'll be fine alright?? u just need rest and to talk abt it

im either playing or singing for yf this week. cant wait :)(:

2006-02-11T06:54:00.001-08:00

I don't mind if you've got something nice to say about me
And I enjoy an accolade like the rest
And you can take my picture and hang it in a gallery
Of all the "who's who's" and so-and-so's
That used to be the best at such and such
It wouldn't matter much

I won't lie, it feels alright to see your name in lights
We all need an "atta boy" or "atta girl"
But in the end I'd like to hang my hat on more besides
The temporary trappings of this world

I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love?
Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace
Who blessed Your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy

I don't have to look too far or too long awhile
To make a lengthy list of all that I enjoy
It's an accumulating trinket and a treasure pile
Where moth and rust, thieves and such will soon enough destroy

I want to leave a legacy
How will they remember me?
Did I choose to love?
Did I point to You enough
To make a mark on things
I want to leave an offering
A child of mercy and grace
Who blessed Your name unapologetically
And leave that kind of legacy

Not well-traveled, not well-read
Not well-to-do, or well-bred
I just want to hear instead
Well done, good and faithful one
legacy -Nicole Noderman

i really like this song. heard it today at spikenards and i fell in love with it. today was good. everything that happened in spinknards and at yf really touched me and i feel great :) i got a book from spikenards today. its something like a diary to pen down ur thoughts and prayers. not only that but also about God answering my prayers and all. my first entry really means alot to me. i really regretted not writing before. all the wonderful experiences are forgotten and i cant remember what God has done for me. so many times he has been there for me, showing me stuff and just talking to me and i forgot it all. i know i wont forget this day cos i wrote it down in my diary. i got prayed for at yf. i felt neglected somehow. i wont say why. its rather saddening and i broke down when when delywn came and prayed for me. God's great! i love u daddy :)